I didn't know everything I knew about you...I mean I dunno...so I'm sitting here and you tell me you write and to leave us the hell alone...I know that feeling to well...but I wish that I could just ask you what you write about...music...this you told me to...but I mean...I had no idea...all of this could come from you. You amaze me in so many ways...it is crazy...wow...that's all I can really say..it is like I need these words to come clean...so I can function properly again...just to make sure that my mouth can run at proper pace...wow...yeah...he's amazing...and I didn't know it...I really didn't...why is this so great...b/c I mean the people that I shoula known then are the people I know now...wow...I wish that I could talk to him...but I know better and I'm sure that the real people know why...that is the people that like to get writing highs like to I think that I'm in some kind of like with this boy... a lot