Oh well...I mean do you realize how many people are blogging now adays...I mean I should really do something with something...but whatever...I'm out.

Anyway...so now I'm chillin here in study hall...and it is slightly strange because there is only one other girl and she is like in 6,7, or 8th grade...and then there is the one teacher that I can say his name...but never in the world will be able to read...and then two other guys...and that is about it...and I can almost promise you that they are going to be reading it...and that bothers me...a little bit...but if I'm careful...then they won't understand what I'm saying...so that is cool...but yeah...I found out that we [me and the boy who is visiting] made Kathy cry...oh that is to bad. I feel horrible...but she knew that he has a girlfriend...and what not...so oh well...it isn't my fault that she got attached when she shouldn't of...but whatever. Huh...how come I feel so bad about everything...but yet I really don't...I mean there isn't really anything else going on either...but yeah...I've got a whole junk load of Wonka Quotes...and I have to rewrite my Kennedy Theory...because it is really important to me...because you know...I dunno...I'm just really thinking about everything...the more I think about it...the more I understand that I've always been really interested in History...like in 10th grade we had to do a thing on the civil war or whatever...and I ended up doing the Lincoln Assassination! Crazy...I think so. But yeah...I think I'm out! peace and love...holliejo

This is from Fight Club...I'm supposed to watch the movie:

Here it is:
If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other thing to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all who claim it? Do you read everything you're supposed to read? Do you think everything you're supposed to think? Buy what you're told you should want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove your alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned.

I have tons of crap all over and what not...and I'm not going to finish my Spanish project...but other than that everything is okay...the person that sits in front of me [Adam] he always asks me...while I type if I"m blogging...but whatever! I'm out.

Yeah that is what I'm going to do. He's coming to me 3rd hour to see Ashley...but I have 4th hour study hall...so yeah...I think that we'll be able to talk! So rock on. So...yeah last night I talked to him...and we know where we are...but I can't help but think that I'll get attached...I mean come on...Oh well...what can I say...I'm trying to do my homework...but can't because I'm getting side tracked...but whatever...I've decided to do something with that one person...no not Stefan...the other one...and I'm going to tell him flat out that: Blah blah blah...that is what I'm going to tell him...and when I do...I hope it all works out...because he rocks...and what not...so yeah. Rah...I'm so angry at my computer...cuz it is prutty stupid.

I have so many stories to tell Courtney...stupid Ashley got me all wound up...she's like: holliejo your boyfriend is coming 3rd hour...and I'm all like: don't do that...someting bad will come of it :( but yea...I'm going to work for the last 20 minutes of class..
peace and love holliejo

I love him...I mean I can't get passed that...I don't care what you all say...He's here and there is nothing that can get me passed the fact that for once I have someone here that most likely loves me back and smells great...and has hot Golfer shoes on...I mean how can I just sit here and think about everything with him around...he makes me smile, laugh, look at life and think there is something out there...he has a cute accent that I can't get enough of...he's Stefan...and I don't want him to have to leave again...because he's here and I'm here...and Nic's gone...and I'd doubt anything would happen between Nic and me...so yeah...I just have him and what not...and that is realy cool. I dunno. I'm going to have to go...so yeah...some people got emails so yeah...I'm out. :D
Lovelots
holliejo

okay...I have nothing to talk about...some kid is sitting there talking about the hottest most bestest basketball player ever: Devin Harris. The kid is quite funny. I dunno...here is my daily horoscope thing for my stuff: You'll probably be interested by a small flirtation. It would be prudent not to take it seriously, for the astral aspects concerning the love life seem rather unfavorable. Under the prevailing difficult economic circumstances, show utmost vigilance so as not to fall into the traps of swindlers and rip-off merchants of all kinds. Your anguishes in face of the idea of death, disease, want, loneliness and so on will perturb you somewhat, but why at the same time bear the burden of this day and that of the whole future? But okay...but yeah...I'm just sitting here thinking about everything...turns out...we'll all usaully have classes as usual...so that is okay...but anyway...Stefan won't be back until 2 to be part of our Phy. Ed. Class...but oh well...I dunno...again...I dunno what I'm thinking about the whole thing that is going. Oh well...I'm just thinking...not really...Geometry was okay...I suppose...but oh well...I dunno...huh...well I think I'm out considering the fact that all of these people are around...okay?? Peace

I found an email from about a month ago...ends up something was wrong...I haven't found anyone...I just found someone that I was somewhat interested in...I dunno why all this is bothering me ever so much...but I guess it would be becuase I dunno what to make of it all...I really don't...so there...Hollie is super confused...but I must go...I got little done today...but that is okay...I have to go to Wal-Mart tomorrow night...I must remember the things for this Spanish project holliejo is working ever so hard on. Yeah right!

Well...I saw him this morning...and that was about it...I doubt anything will ever happen between the two of us and what not but that rightly doesn't bother me...I mean come on...why should I worry about everything and what not...when we already talked about this...I really mean that. I was really just thinking though that everything is going to be really distance between us and it is already passed 7:46 and we haven't got into a fight yet...but something deep down wants me to hit and punch him and ask him why he lied to me so damn much...but if he was telling the truth then what??? But for some reason I highly doubt it. I dunno...I really don't. But...what can I say about the whole thing?? Not really anythign because it is to early to tell what is going through our heads...I mean when I talked with him for like 20 minutes last night there really wasn't anything...the only good thing I can say about him right now is that he smells great...but the smell is a little strong...and I still have it in me...but yeah...that was about it...oh and that he forgot my chocolate...and if he "forgets" again...hollie will be super pissed...but whatever...that is all i got on my mind right now...and I'm being super different...and what not...so there really isn't anything going on...I really mean that....I dunno how to act around him...well because he just got here and what not...I'll have to keep you posted about everything...because yeah...but for right now...I'll be out...but you can gauntree[spelling] that I'll be back and when I am...I'll have to talk about Stefan...I dunno...I'm really confused.

Amanda and Mindy already asked who I would choose...and I kept thinking about everything..and I was like: ok...if you had to choose between one person and another person...and the only was only 25 lockers away and the other one lived across the ocean...which one would you choose?? I mean come on...they are pretty much the same person...but don't tell the other one that...but I see them as the same person...I mean the states boy has other things to think about...and he is really cute...and the way he walks and the way he smells...I miss him so much...I really do...I mean I won't get to talk to him for awhile and that makes me sad...it really does...but oh well...I mean he'll be back soon. I just got back from feeding some fish in the science room...and then I got all caught up and had to talk to Ms. Mickleson...about the guy sitution...okay?? So I'm out...okay??

I'm out
holliejo :D