I really like this one person and he cracks me up. Oh...I'm have a large and in charge bling on...it is ver cool. Oh my god. My friend is sending in stuff for Fear Factor...he is a complete idiot...but oh well...that is cool. I dunno. But oh well. It is almost time for X-Mas and I'm going to party. Oh yeah. I dunno. But I"m going to go. So, peace.

I really like this one person and he cracks me up. Oh...I'm ha

Horoscope of the Day:
Let your fun-loving nature come out and play in the sunshine today, dear Leo. As the day progresses, the clouds are likely to move in. You might find that there is a more restrictive tone to your emotions that may be making it difficult for you to express how you really feel. Try to focus your attention inward, and realize that you can maintain a high level of self-esteem without having to prove anything to others.

Hollie's Thought of the Day:
"I love Christmas."

I dunno this week is almost done. Woot. I got a kick ass present from my friend, it is a great big bling. It is awesome. She kicks ass. I dunno. But I think I must go to do my Geometry and study for Advanced Bio and play a game of chess with Scott.

Well...must be quick have a quiz in senior english. Well that was quick.

Later

Hey sup? Nothing much...well I've got some X-Mas Cards done, but that is it. I really have got to get more out...oh well. But yes, my poor friend has a slight problem, I really want to help her, but I would love to see the drama. Oh well. I'm currently looking for a haircut. I dunno how I'm going to get it done, but I hope that it will be really short!!! I really do. I just can't wait. Must go.

Horoscope of the Day: [if you don't know by now I'm a Leo]
Ignite the fire within your heart, dear Leo, and make it burn brighter than before. Keep in mind, however, that compromises may need to be made in order for you to be on the same page with your lover in the way you relate emotionally. Make sure everyone gets a chance to be at center stage; don't hog the podium. Maintain a working balance by letting others have their turn in the spotlight.

Okay..in Pysch we are learning about drugs and what not. Okay...so what is the problem with that you ask? Well...I get really sick of people/teachers telling us what is wrong with everything. Okay?? I get sick of hearing all of the bad things that happen to people that smoke and the people that are acholics [spelled wrong]!!! I just get sick of everything because my parents are. Okay? My parents are horrible. The teachers just get up there and say all of these things. I can't deal with it. I can't deal with the fact that my parents are wasting their lives away faster and faster everday. I can't. That's why I can't deal with that. I just can't. Why doesn't anyone understand that. They have so many problems here. Why can't people understand that this school isn't a picture perfect place. People put on fronts people pretend to be happy, people pretend to fit in. And the few that do fit in are nothing more than wet prats that don't deserve a thing. Half of the kids in my class are getting their college paid for...I don't, and I have never had a job in my life. If anything I'm one of the luckiest girls in my class, but after all this I bet I'm one of the girls that come crawling back and flunk out of school because I don't know any better. It is sad that I know what will happen to me. I will be just like my parents and there is nothing that will be done about it. I just know it. Nothing. I told my mom that something was wrong with me, she forgot because she was drunk. I yell at Evan cuz he tells me things that I don't like, then he says sorry, cuz he was drunk. I was never hit, I was just mentally abused until I couldn't take it anymore. I can't deal with psych. That is why. I can't deal with things that have to affect me in a negative way. I just can't. I don't thing anyone will understand how everything will work with me. I'm in homeroom.

later
holliejo

Oh...and someone is telling me America CAN'T do anything we want, but we will...that is what we are. No matter what happens. That is what History shows no matter what.

Yes, as you could of guessed we start the X-Mas Holidays on Friday [well we have school but after lunch we a have a movie =)]!!!!!!!!!!!!! So...I have this friend-a guy-we have been friends for awhile. *Begins to think and get shy* And I have devolped [I lubt that word] a crush on him. So...my best friend, Vicki, wants me to ask him on a date. Now: I can't because if I ask then I would have to drive and/or pay!!! And we all know that won't be happening. But, also I told my friend Heather about this guy and she started to laugh...and I mean LAUGH it was so funny...it just made he laugh. She couldn't figure it out. So, I gave he serveral hints [none of which I will say in fear of him seeing them] and she couldn't believe this. Oh my it was funny. You know I'm growing away from my blog. I noticed this. I don't have time to do it anymore in fact. I have begun to slack A LOT...I mean I know this is the time that means a lot of things, but I don't know. I just feel that everything. Me and Vicki have come to this conclusion [nothing ever happens, but okay] we are going to go tubing on a snowmobile. Haha. I think I would die. In fact: I KNOW I WOULD DIE...but oh well...we live a lot of time...it is all good.

Later Taters

holliejo

Horoscope of the day:
Maintain an air of detachment, dear Leo. Feel free to delve into your fantasy world and let your emotions carry you away to another realm. Today is one of those days when you might come up with a new invention that could become the next must-have item for every kitchen in the country. Let your imagination take you away. Share your lighthearted mood with others.

Hollie's Thought of the day:
"I want to check my e.mail, but I'm really scared of getting caught and getting kicked off the internet."