1) I think about blogging, just don't
2) You need to get over her.
3) You're crushing on him AGAIN!!
4) Everything is going to be okay.
and Five:
I love you more than you'll ever know...I wish the three thousand miles could just be 3 blocks or steps away from me, but I know that will never be. It hurts.

I have officially decided that I dislike you. I don't hate you, because I can actually put up with you. But I do dislike you. A lot. But, that's okay, because I can almost manage. Almost. But, anyways, so I'll give you something to talk about...all of you...something that you can chat amoungest your friends while sitting on the fouton watching reruns of The Real World and anythigng else you might find to amuse yourselves with. It doesn't matter anymore. I'm sick of playing I want to fit in. Let's face it: I don't really fit in with your little group of self centered, spoiled, bitchy girls. That isn't me...or it's so me that I find it hard to deal with it. I don't know...but just to let you know I'm giving you things to talk about...I know that you'll hate me, but I really don't mind...I'm sick of this shit and don't want to have to deal with it anymore.

So, this is the plan. I'm confused. More confused than ever! Like hella confused. Because this guy, who isn't cute, but is really nice and what not...that goes here...that lives down the street of me...I know for sure that he likes me. Shut up! He didn't tell me, but I can just feel it. I don't know. But, it's highly confusing. So, here's the story. No, I don't feel like telling it. So, I don't know. I'm really confused. Just so confused. I have no idea. But, anyways. I have no idea. UGH! It's confusing. I'm sorry. I don't know. I wish I knew what to do. But, what are you going to do. I'm confused. UGH UGH UGH. I have decided that I dislike blogging, because it's boring. And what not and it really doesn't do much for my anger skills. It just sort of bothers me when I do all of this. I have no idea what I am talking about, because it's really sort of confusing. You know what I mean? I have no idea. Confused confused confused.
holliejo :)
I know exactly what to say, but in fear of people I don't say it and that pisses me off.