Yes...I may of well scared him away. But, please don't be scared away Mr. Man Holliejo can't help that fact that she be crazy. =) I know I know you just haven't had time. Or at least that is what you are feeding me! =) FOOD! I LOVE FOOD No one has any idea...okay so all y'all do, but oh well. Just posting cause I haven't in forever. Yeah...school blows [new favorite word]! Oh, yes...I don't know but I must do somehting with my template, there is just all kinds of crap on it. I see all of this crap and it makes me want to scream!!!!!!!!! HAAAA! Okay...anyways...I think I MAY pass my Senior English final, considering the fact that my Constructive Response answer blows and my old Senior English notebook is missing, we may have us a problem George. George is my imagianary friend taking the place of Ashley because she must "feel the need" to be gone. Yeah. I wish I was. I have to go to the denist tomorrow *cringe*! AHHH! But, yeah...must go do something [prolly be nothing]

1) If you don't have a long enough essay: INCREASE FONT SIZE and double space. =)
2) Oh, missing a problem in Algebra. Skip it and leave no space in between problems.
3) Never bet with the teacher, I can tell you this: They will always win.
4) Making waffles can actually be voted on in Modern US History.
5) In someone's pervious life...they could have actually killed Kennedy.
6) Procrastinating is easy, but the results are horrible. [it is quite fun]
7) No-Doz does work. [not for me, but other people]
8) Final Week Blows
9) Umm...I don't know much more. But yeah
Those are 8 things I learned in High School....I learned a lot more than that, but I don't have time to post them because I'm writing a final. AHHH! Yeah...mine's super short.

And that is the truth. No one does...a few but not many. I'm serious! Do you really think someone can have that much energy everyday? Do you really think that I'm always happy that nothing can stop me? Where in reality...this is me. I used to cry myself to sleep every night. I used to pray to God to let me die when I sleep. I used to pretend to be in my own world...where emotions were only good and nothing could touch me. But, eveything touches me...everyword stabs into me like a brand new steak knife. Everything hurts me. I'm not strong...I'm very weak. And nothing...can help me. I don't feel like talking but I have to get this off of me. I love this guy and he knows it. Okay? Well...I don't think he knows anything about me. I'm not always happy...I'm almost always hurting. I have bi-polor [or at least that is what we like to think]. I don't feel like going to school anymore. I don't know...I feel like crying today at lunch I cried because Ashley was teasing me about how she was going to get chocolate and I wasn't. I cried because of that. I cried because I talked about what I did once. I cry because I miss my family. I cry just because. I don't want to be here anymore. I want to be somewhere else. I want to be happy. I want to...I dunno. Don't be scared I don't want to be dead. I want to be somewhere else though. I want to learn to be independent. I want to learn to just be Hollie...I'm smart and I don't think people see that. And I want them too. Okay? I just want to be happy.