I'm soo pissed right now...why the hell do they have to change a good thing?? Because everyone else loves blogger...yeah it's great and shit..but comeon that's a bunch of bs. I have all of these fucken buttons I can click if I wanted to...but frankly I don't fucken feel like clicking...it slightly pisses me off...no it does more than just slightly it frustrates me tons and tons...like it bothers me a lot...super super a lot. I'm like: rah rightn now really rahed off if you ask me...but whatever...I guess it'l be okay

you know everything about me...it sucks and you know this...haha...it does...it really does...although you know I love it...why do you do this to me?? why oh why??

I like boys...alll kinds of boys...they are tons of fun...but more know me as a loud, annoying, dorky gurl that doesn't listen very well. But oh well..they just don't know the real me...haha...right...anyway...so I saw some boys tonight and it makes me realize how much I'm going to miss high school like everything about it. I mean how many people are can say that?? I mean for really. I went into that weightroom and just looked around and thought about everything...realizing that this isn't really mine anymore...just something that is there for my use if I really needed it...and the boys...now the are just supposed to appear as inmuture high school boys...but I don't see em like that...they are pretty cool. I mean I've becoming more ballsy and I love to talk to guys and what not. There are just so much easier to handle than real friends...like it's so much easier and what not...they are just the best....

But yeah...so have you ever wanted to just tell someone how much you miss them and would do anything just to talk to them again like in the flesh...becasue you miss them so much...well that's how I feel...I've lost so many people....and I know that I'm getting them back but still something in me is like: hmm...I dunno...it just stresses me out and what not...wouldn't it stress you out?? I dunno but yeah...

So tonight went swimming haven't swam in forever...it's been lots of fun...but anyway...yeah...I'm not gonna lose her *crosses fingers* becasue she's such an awesome person...I love her...haha...so yeah..that's about it...I dunno...had some fun...

Okay here is some stuff you have to read...it's great!

Hollie Jo: he's name is penis...and he's hot..and his brother is even hotter...he's:wow
amanda: haha..oh yeah...
amanda71287: boner material??
unlike_any1_else88: haha...
unlike_any1_else88: yeah...i think george*, penis, mike*, mat*, tom*, ryan* ...and several others are boner material [names have been changed]
amanda71287: ooh man that's true boner material right there!!
amanda71287: hell yeah

His faint smile and determination to make me scream have taken over his brain *think dirty thoughts here* even though it's not supposed to sound dirty

Haha..it's great...I mean that in every way...if you could only hear what we have to talk about all the time...it's really neat and what not...I mean that...time out I'll find some more

Holliejo:oh...you'll be happy to know...i'm gonna meet my roommate soon...
Holliejo: haha
Holliejo: I'm hungry
Holliejo: are you hungry
Boy: no
Boy: back to the room mate
Boy:if shes hot, you might have to hook me up
Holliejo: yeah...umm...about that...I don't think soo...
Boy: why no??
Holliejo: Cuz I said so...that's why :D

Okay the next part I can't really say...because well I don't feel like pissin anyone off...let's just say this guy...he was totally cool and what not...and I asked him something...and I didn't know what it was...but then he gave me the site...and he made me happy...see this boy...he's different: he's here's what Manda has to say: but it was like he knows so much about you too he just knows what to say and like what he can do for you to do something that he wants
this means: this boy knows exactly what gets me going...what brings me down and everything in between...so to give that site...OH MAN let's get high! :D

haha...yeah he's great and what not...I wish I knew how to get pictures on my blog...this would be nice...then I could show you what I want...

Starting: collection: please send me 1 dollar...I need 110 dollars [reason?? unknown...but it's for a good cause]

Some one could borrow me like some money...that I could pay back when I get famous?? See...I need this one thing...and I want it...but I shouldn't...it's a need more than a want...and I hate it...I really do...because this want is over powering the needs...oops! I dunno...I'm just like: hmm...damn boys...oh well...

Anyway...so it seems that I haven't talked to Manda in forever...oh well...she's supposed to be back soon...note to self...call mom tomorrow for papers...

I hate this summer...I hate summer period...it sucks