I went to see my Horoscope [on Yahoo!] and it totally did not rock....like it usaully does?? What in the world is going on?? Oh well...I didn't really get it...but I hope everything is all right in the world of Yahoo! I suppose they can update it and rock the world. Well...starting off the last 45 days of school with a 20 in Geometry is lighting it up if I must say so myself...debating on whether to go to art for a pass is in the future?? HUH?? Well...I feel bad for Ashley, because she doesn't get to go to Flordia. I dunno...I wish I knew what to say to that...and she thinks that I give good advice...nope sorry babe. But, yeah...into the world of not having hair...one word:HOT!! I mean comeon....there is no one in this school that rocks my hair...I mean you know...there is no one with enough anything to copy my hair style...cuz it rocks...I really mean that. I feel that I'm not typing up to speed....I'm kinda just being lazy...but when I'm a lazy typer I seem to get more done and less errors are here. Okay...but anyway...back on to my wonderful hair...I love my hair a lot I mean...I just do...I'm thinking about dyeing to a different color in a bout a month...but one of the real reasons that I chopped my hair off was kinda for the fact that I wanted to see what Stefan would say about me not having hair...because he didn't see me when I decided just to go shorter..and shorter...and shorter...until yeah...I'm going to Bob's Barber Shop next time...becuase my hair is really short. My brother is growing his hair out to be like Zach Morely of the Wisconsin Badgers...and my other brother is getting a hair cut...maybe that is because I have SHORTER hair than both of them...I mean how is that for something strange...maybe it is because of the fact...that Evan doesn't let them get their hair cut or something...but yeah...I think that I'm going to art...because yeah...I just am...I dunno if I can becuause I got a D in Geometry...but I'm going to anyway...to see Amanda and Mindy! I'm out! :D

I'm getting my hair chopped soon...haha. I'm going to school tomorrow with almost no hair...I really just thought that you would like to know...I really hope it stays nice enough for me to walk home...because it will take me a little more than a half hour and what not...but today in Phy. Ed. yeah...the MVP...I got 3 runs and what not...and it really rocked hard. But, yeah I did it on the softball field [rocks, sand, and stuff] barefoot. Yeah...barefoot...I kicked the ball barefoot...I rocked it hard...barefoot. Basically I rock barefoot...but I think I must go...cuz I have to walk about 3 blocks to get to the place where I'm going...but yeah...I've officially decided that me and him will be better friends..but the crush is still there...and I'm still kinda crushing...but other than that everything is going great. :D

I miss my dog...I really do...I mean I just don't know why...I just really do...just don't know...I mean I PASSED GEOMETRY!

I passed Geometry this quarter with a 63% can you believe it?? I'm so happy.

Only 3 days 'till I get to ride the lawn mower!1

yeah....we have this great project for Spanish...we got to pick a Spanish City like thing to travel and spend a week into...we decide what we do the whole time and what not...decide what kind of shopping and stuff we do...it rocks...I just don't know what I'm going to do or what not....I'm really excite4 you know?? Haha

I have a new layout...I did it myself thanks to Wicked Design...I just clicked copied...did some HTML that I love today...I really do....I dunno why...I just love it...I mean comeon...I dunno...I'm just thinking about everything...okay...so I'm just thinking that people....I mean yeah they keep their mouths shut...but other than that they are all like: wow...I wish you wouldn't be so stupid...blah blah blah. but yeah...I'm out.

Oh...Everything is gonna be alright.

Okay...so this sub. teacher thinks he can say anything he wants to say....I mean come on...I don't think so. I don't like him...I really never did. His clothes are not meant for school and he is...well I don't even know if he has a degree in anything...although I'm giving him the benefit of the doubt. I really mean that. I don't know why he would even say anything about my grades...it is none of his business...in fact...I doubt he knew that we did the best on our science fair. Oh well...everyone happens to have a weak spot and mine is trying. I've never tried...and I don't want to start trying. I'm going to get my D- in Geometry and be happy with it. I really mean that. I could careless right now...I really could there is nothing I want more than not to be in this school anymore...czu frankly this is one of worst places ever. I really mean that. This place is: if you don't fit in...you better find a way to fit in or find a group of un-fit in people...that is how this goes...oh yeah...you have to be somewhat smart to fit in...me I fit in because I'm the school's daily entertainment...go ahead admit it...the only reason why half of the school is nice to me is because I'm there to make them laugh...I really mean that. That is the only reason...there isn't a chance in hell that I'll get together with Nic or anybody else here because I'm entertainment...a girl like me could never be a good girlfriend...she's here to entertain me...and what not. And how do I entertain...of course make a fool of myself. See...I want to fit in...and I know that deep down I like it...but there are three layers to me...the first I don't mind making a fool of myself and make nothing of it...the second is the one that wonders why I do this to me...and why I try so DAMN hard to fit in...the third likes all the attention and gets a rise out of everything...so everything in me is viewed in three layers...everything...there's always a chance that one day just one layer will stick out the most and I'll be like that for the rest of my life...but for now I just have to let all my layers come and go as they please...and it bothers me...because I don't know anything about myself...there is nothing in me that I understand. I mean I understand the layers...and I think that is the reason why I'm so indeciesive...but other than I don't understand myself...I'm just hollie and that is all there is to it. I mean that's why I say I don't think anything hurts me [fist layer]...then I have eveything hurts me [second layer]...and then I have the whole I get a kick out of getting hurt because I get attention [third layer] most of the time all the layers work together...to form some pitiful human being...me.

I'll Never Tell
you thought I would take you somewhere better...nope

The sun is bright
The sky is black
Your laughter...it lingers on
But you....you were almost gone
It's only your shadow
never yourself
it's only a shoadow
nobody else

We want a lady in the street...but a freak in the bed.

Well...I got one problem of one back assignment done...before I left to do nothing on the computer...besides surf the net and blog about nothing in my fare beyond nothing of a life. But that is okay...well because I'm hollie and one day everything will be okay. well...the day started off fine...until you forgot my bag...I mean I'm not super pissed...it is just that had my lucky black pen...my favorite pencils...oh yeah and my Tampons...that I DO NEED!!! RAH...I mean that was pretty important if I do say so myself...oh and my beloved Caluator...because I don't want to have to get a new one...I really don't. I mean come on...I try so hard to be understanding...but you know. Okay...any way...I'm doing faboulous [spelling] in the whole Crappy-Don't-Teach-You-Anything Spanish Class 73.5/80 [A] on my Test...how awesome is that...I mean for really...I think I did great...oh yeah...I took Placement Testing on Saturday...I mean that is like a milestone that is really important to me....well you know...because I get to do all of that stuff...and it is only like 6 months away...until I officially become a college goer...I mean...come on...so when holliejo is way excited...and everyone else is like: why would you be so excited about taking freaking test for about a half day...well maybe because it shows that I'm FINALLY doing something with my life...I mean for really...just think about it: in 6 months I'm going to be gone...I really am...I'm coming back to go to 1-3 homegames for football...and to hear the pep band...and then 1-3 homegames for basketball...and to hear the pep band...because well I would really like to see my brothers live it up on the bench...and I like to hear the crunching of the helmets/helmets, shoulder pad/helmets, shoulder pads/shoulder pads...and sometimes a grunt or two...or a groan...because let's face it...those are some of the best sounds in the world...
holliejo's fav. sounds
1) Squeaking of basketball shoes, my sneakers
2) Bouncing of basketballs
3) The "swish" sound when you get it in the free throw thingy
4) The crunching of helmets and what not from the line
5) The "HUT HUT HIKE" from the quarterback
6) The groaning of players when they get hit
7) The sound the keyboard makes
8) Sometimes...the sound of the race cars going around in NASCAR
9) The sound of a truck/car revving up [like when you have to shift and stuff]
10) Um...bass
11) The beeping...when you know there are swear words
12) Techno music [that isn't a sound....but yeah]

Those really are like my top 12 sounds...that might sound crazy...but I love them...OH MY...I FORGOT THE BEST ONE!! OH GEEZ OH MY WHAT WAS I THINKING???
1) OF ALL TIME: THE SOUND PATRICK MAKES WHEN HE BANGS ON THE TRITOMS [SPELLING] DURING DANGER ZONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND YOU KNOW THIS!

Okay...now that I have that off my chest...I can talk about other worthless nonsense...such as: doing nothing...I'm the best person in the world...at doing nothing...I really am...I mean come on...okay...let's talk about other things....like what I did yesterday...I went grocrey shopping....really I did...that was my thrill of the day...grocrey shopping...I love it I really do...I mean here is what I do to go shopping
1) make a "base list" or a list of things you NEED [simple]
2) Get there...and look at the things YOU DON'T NEED
3) Start by the Soda...place...and I know that you are supposed to get cold stuff last...but if you go quick enough
4) Go through the isle...like a snake....start at one end...go through and then turn and then go down the other end [up...down...up...down]
5) Be sure to keep a calculater with you at all times....in case you have a set limit of money to spend
6) Be sure to keep track of how much room you have in your fridge and freezer...you wouldn't want to run out of room?? now would you
7) Be sure to add some tax to the items [frozen dinners and other prepared foods you may buy] Always have a theme with food...this week: Hollie buys crap

That is all I know about shopping...be sure to get the things you need rather than the things you want...but for me...I get to get whatever I want....because I shop for myself...tonight: pork chops and vegetable rice!
Okay...you want to know who the hottest guy in the world [this will change in a week or month] Devin Harris...he is the hottest little guy in the NCAA and what not...and WOW OH WOW...can Basketball players have groupie?? I just really want to know!! Haha..okay...I'm out