Haha! I love it. I dunno. I'm just sitting here thinking about when I'm going to get my Ad. Bio done. But, yeah youknow. I'm just chillin here. I've just noticed something...I wonder I'm thinking...hmm....tell you anyway. Okay...anyway I'm just here thinking about how many hot guys we have going to our school! I mean besides the fact that they are all really stuck up and what not. Also...I think that there is no way in hell anything would happen between anyone going to this school. I dunno. I'm just really thinking. I mean this is really great. I'm just really thinking a lot. Oh well...just thinking. Do you think...just maybe...just maybe...boy I repeat myself a lot.

Okay...so I'm not thinking about anything...I mean I should be doing something productive. I dunno. UMMMM....I have nothing to post about. It is one o'clock and I really should of called you...but I'm scared shitless. Oh well...I dunno. I just think that maybe I'm just thinking. I know I should be doing something Productive like always...oh well. I'm out.

I always seem to be doing nothing...it seems to be the best thing for me. I love to do nothing. I read last hour it was quite fun. but, I have this problem choosing what project for Mass Media to do. I really don't know what I want to do. I just don't. I've been thinking for a while and what not. What am I going to do??? Cuz I dunno what I want to do. For Really. Okay...so I just zoned and what not. NO...real subject: Umm...Oh friends and what not. I mean I've noticed that certain people don't even talk to me anymore. Which is fine by me. But just don't be super mean to me and don't talk smack. Okay? You don't read this...but I know who you are. Just because blah. Just don't okay. I'm nice enough to be nice to you. And you should be one of the many people that know I'm evil when I want to be. You have really no reason to be really super mean and what not. I'm just Hollie and I'll be gone for a couple of months, for now EVERYONE is going to have to listen to me. Cuz you really don't have a choice. I mean I'm never going to be like: Woah...I'm going on a vow of selience. Are you crazy! Yeah right. I would never have enough time or engery to do something like that. Just because. I dunno. But there is only what: 3 months of school left?? OH woopty-ding-dong-do. I have nothing better to do right now than be myself. Because I've noticed something else in this school. Almost everyone puts on a front. Now I'm not directing this to anyone who reads this blog. But, there are certain people that are sought after to be like: Preps that can't do no wrong. Whereas they really drink and smoke all kinds of stuff on weekends. But during the week they are the teachers fav. little students. now me, I'm just like: I'm like that, but my front is something different. I got something else going on. And y'all know this. Okay?? That's all. You should know all of this. I mean I just thought it would be a good thing to point out...that even though everyone sees my front...maybe y'all should look around and see everyone elses',too. That was my part.

Now...something on a lighter note. I must say Gummi Bears are great and superb. But I ate one...maybe 20 more than I should of. Now I'm sick and I really don't feel like eating. Oh...and I have to remember like 6-8 thms. for tomorrow. I mean I don't feel like having to remember all of those. But I think I'll be fine. I mean...having to 'member like the names of the thms. and then on top of that all of the stuff to go with them...such as Seg. Add. Post. and what not...oh then having to remeber if you need to prove the lines parrell or not. It is just one of the hardest things in life. Luckily...3 of the thms. are easier and they are all basically the same, only problem I seem to make it so I prove everything different from others and what not. My problem is being to lazy to do something...not being able to do it. I can do it if I really wanted to. Junk I just got really dizzy and stuff. I think it could be the caffiene hangover I could have. I mean I just get something. I always do. I drink way to much soda and what not...scream just as much and what not and the next day after the fun and excitement I have a caffiene hangover. I have the headache not wanting to move. Yeah. It is horrible. I don't like it at all. I mean...and today someone was like: If you are like that with soda...you'll never be able to drink." And I'm like that's a given. I won't drink. I'm prutty sure everyone knows that and what not. I mean...I just can't. Which brings me to my next subject: My brothers and their mom. I've noticed that my brothers [Cody and Tylor] are acting really different. I mean I've noticed that they really don't pay much attention to me and what not and they are really indifferent to me. Which is totally almost fine with me. Just because well...I never really wanted a brother. But that is besides the point. I just feel that before everything...we were kinda adjusting...but now we are going to have to start all over again. Which isn't good considering that I'm leaving and stuff in the fall. So...i dunno what I'm going to do. Oh well. It is all good. You know?? I mean...maybe this ithe way things are supposed to be. I mean honestly. Maybe...this...you know?? I dunno. I really don't. I'm just thinking about things and what not. And stuff...so it is all ogood. Really if you think about it. I mean all through my life I've wanted something more than this. Even though I can't deal with change. I mean I can...but I adjust soo slowly. I really do. But, maybe since everything has happened this is just giving me time to think about everything and leave the things I don't need behind me. You know?? I honestly think that could be it. So maybe, with everything that has happened it is giving me time to give up things in my life...only to be replaced later by other things. You know?? I dunno. But yeah. That is what I'm really thinking about. That is all. I mean I love to post and what not. I've been writing for like a half an hour it has been so much fun and such a pleasure. You just got a sneak peek into my brain. I hope you enjoyed it.

Anyway...what more can I talk about...the game of course that was so much fun. I mean oh well...I'll prolly never see anyone again from the other team...and to the home team...it is to be expected from me that I'm the loudest! Ha. But yeah. I'm just thinking. I love...You know. I just love everything...I'm just thinking. Ha.

Okay...let's talk about life at Gram's. Life at Gram's is something that is almost okay...but yet...slightly and really boring. I mean honestly who would of thoght that my life could be soo boring. I mean I should of known that life could only get soo boring and what not. But, yeah. I mean it's fun and what not...considering that they get me food I need and I'm in a more relaxed environment. I love it. I mean there are of course down falls to being there...but yeah. I'm out.

Had so much fun last night. I guess y'all heard about it already, so there is no reason to recap! I just thought you ought to know.

Anyway...nothing going on, must pick two Mass Media assignments by 7th hour. Kinda worried, because I never make up my mind ever! I dunno there isn't much to talk about but I will later.

Love You Scott,
Holliejo

Telling people to call me Hollie Jo instead of having Hollie H. just happen to hate my last name. I really do.

Yeah...I got a super good grade on my sci. test! Yeah also readers please look at the following number and tell me what it is for: haha...can't tell cuz I'm not posting your number all over the internet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dunno what that is...but someone better be listening for a *ring ring* cuz yeah! You know! I can't wait haha. It'll be like this: Hello...I'm American...I would like to speak with your German son Stefan." Yeah.

Okay...nothing much of anything is going on. Really nothing. I have to get with the program because, well I have to do some things about Finicial Aid. Cuz holliejo be broke! Oh well. Yes...anywho. I dunno very much more. I rightly don't like this keyboard I'm using because...I'm on a Laptop in the desk...it really blows! Haha. I'm so confusing. I hope we get to play some kind of fun game. I'm really super exicted. I dunno what I'm talking about just blabbling on about nothing. Oh well. I'm just thinking. But yes on to something more. I really want to have some fun with this one person, but not like that. I dunno what to call it. I'm really confused because I'm like hooked on this one person and then I'm like confused because I kinda like this one person, boy I'm like the most horrible girl in the world. I thank Ashley because she made me realize that I should really be involved with one person at a time, but like...I mean as I say so many times before: nothing will come from it. I dunno. I don't. He asked me something about what I was reading...and well it was something to do with him...and I couldn't tell him. Oh well.

OH...I dunno what I'm going to do with my brothers...Well because like they are like: "God you are stupid and what not...and you are going to end up like my mom." And now I really don't refer my "mom" to my "mom" I'm just like: She's your mom, and she is just like my: Paretnal unit...that doesn't count for anything. I just thought you should know. Well...my brothers are changing and what not. And being different and stuff. I mean I'm just really worried because I dunno. I just don't feel like anything. I mean before they were real cool about everything and stuff...but now they are like: RAH!!! And I'm like: Fuck...I didn't know they would be like this. So, I'm like really worried. I think that I'm going to my graduation, but I could seriously careless if anyone shows up for me. I'm just basically proving to myself that I did something that I didn't think I would be able to do about two years ago. So, I'm really happy and what not. So, yeah. I dunno. I'm just really thinking. I always seem to be thinking. I finally met someone like me...only this person thinks that a "B" is a horrible grade. Which is awesome, well because I usaully think that a "C" is a failing grade, the only exception is Geometry of course which I have no hope of getting a "B" in because well I'm Hollie and I'm the "weak student" of that class. You know? I love to blog. But, yeah. So, when I heard that this person "bombed" a test, but then the other person was like: "Yeah. I got a "B"' Which was awesome, because well...yeah. That was a super nice thing. I wonder if I told anyone?? I must go and do something I'll prolly be back. :D

Later Taters
holliejo

Hollie's Thought of the Day:
"Haha...I'm getting back in the groove!"

Hey sup??? Just chillin doing nothing...not really...actaully working on sci. fair...w/my partner Sabrina. It kicks ass. Anyways...I just found out that Courtney told My German to email me...cuz I thought he was "dead". Hon' you need to settle down about the "death" thing. I'm really sorry. I dunno. I'm just really thinking. I dunno. I'm just thinking. Ok?? Just really thinking. Okay. I dunno. I really miss you. I dunno. I'm chillin by someone that I'm kinda thinking about. But, I dunno. Not really thinking about him much. Just kinda. I wish more people blogged. Blogging is the best. I love to blog. Blog Blog Blog is the best. I'm just thinking.

I always say I'm thinking when I'm really doing nothing. So I'm thinking that maybe I'm really never doing anything...just thinking about nothing. Oops...sorry. I went somewhere...and lost my train of thought. I really did. OH well. I'm just thinking. During Phy. Ed. I'm taking our dumb doll "Bill" and taking him downstairs. For him to play Volleyball.

You know what I really miss...I miss playing Vice City for PlayStation. I really do. I don't think anyone realizes what I used to do with PlayStation.

I have no shoes on. I just thought you ought to know. I was reading some things last night and decided that...maybe for right now...no I dunno. I really don't. I don't feel like posting I don't feel like anything. Just to cry. Damn...I forgot to get Advil or something from Kyle. Damndamndamn!!! Hollie is so angry!


Okay...maybe it is time to post now. Now that I have nothing to talk about. Nothing at all. Maybe...but prolly not. Just thinking about you and how much I miss you. Which isn't that much...if that means anything...which I really think it does. Fuck. I'm out.