I always seem to be doing nothing...it seems to be the best thing for me. I love to do nothing. I read last hour it was quite fun. but, I have this problem choosing what project for Mass Media to do. I really don't know what I want to do. I just don't. I've been thinking for a while and what not. What am I going to do??? Cuz I dunno what I want to do. For Really. Okay...so I just zoned and what not. NO...real subject: Umm...Oh friends and what not. I mean I've noticed that certain people don't even talk to me anymore. Which is fine by me. But just don't be super mean to me and don't talk smack. Okay? You don't read this...but I know who you are. Just because blah. Just don't okay. I'm nice enough to be nice to you. And you should be one of the many people that know I'm evil when I want to be. You have really no reason to be really super mean and what not. I'm just Hollie and I'll be gone for a couple of months, for now EVERYONE is going to have to listen to me. Cuz you really don't have a choice. I mean I'm never going to be like: Woah...I'm going on a vow of selience. Are you crazy! Yeah right. I would never have enough time or engery to do something like that. Just because. I dunno. But there is only what: 3 months of school left?? OH woopty-ding-dong-do. I have nothing better to do right now than be myself. Because I've noticed something else in this school. Almost everyone puts on a front. Now I'm not directing this to anyone who reads this blog. But, there are certain people that are sought after to be like: Preps that can't do no wrong. Whereas they really drink and smoke all kinds of stuff on weekends. But during the week they are the teachers fav. little students. now me, I'm just like: I'm like that, but my front is something different. I got something else going on. And y'all know this. Okay?? That's all. You should know all of this. I mean I just thought it would be a good thing to point out...that even though everyone sees my front...maybe y'all should look around and see everyone elses',too. That was my part.

Now...something on a lighter note. I must say Gummi Bears are great and superb. But I ate one...maybe 20 more than I should of. Now I'm sick and I really don't feel like eating. Oh...and I have to remember like 6-8 thms. for tomorrow. I mean I don't feel like having to remember all of those. But I think I'll be fine. I mean...having to 'member like the names of the thms. and then on top of that all of the stuff to go with them...such as Seg. Add. Post. and what not...oh then having to remeber if you need to prove the lines parrell or not. It is just one of the hardest things in life. Luckily...3 of the thms. are easier and they are all basically the same, only problem I seem to make it so I prove everything different from others and what not. My problem is being to lazy to do something...not being able to do it. I can do it if I really wanted to. Junk I just got really dizzy and stuff. I think it could be the caffiene hangover I could have. I mean I just get something. I always do. I drink way to much soda and what not...scream just as much and what not and the next day after the fun and excitement I have a caffiene hangover. I have the headache not wanting to move. Yeah. It is horrible. I don't like it at all. I mean...and today someone was like: If you are like that with soda...you'll never be able to drink." And I'm like that's a given. I won't drink. I'm prutty sure everyone knows that and what not. I mean...I just can't. Which brings me to my next subject: My brothers and their mom. I've noticed that my brothers [Cody and Tylor] are acting really different. I mean I've noticed that they really don't pay much attention to me and what not and they are really indifferent to me. Which is totally almost fine with me. Just because well...I never really wanted a brother. But that is besides the point. I just feel that before everything...we were kinda adjusting...but now we are going to have to start all over again. Which isn't good considering that I'm leaving and stuff in the fall. So...i dunno what I'm going to do. Oh well. It is all good. You know?? I mean...maybe this ithe way things are supposed to be. I mean honestly. Maybe...this...you know?? I dunno. I really don't. I'm just thinking about things and what not. And stuff...so it is all ogood. Really if you think about it. I mean all through my life I've wanted something more than this. Even though I can't deal with change. I mean I can...but I adjust soo slowly. I really do. But, maybe since everything has happened this is just giving me time to think about everything and leave the things I don't need behind me. You know?? I honestly think that could be it. So maybe, with everything that has happened it is giving me time to give up things in my life...only to be replaced later by other things. You know?? I dunno. But yeah. That is what I'm really thinking about. That is all. I mean I love to post and what not. I've been writing for like a half an hour it has been so much fun and such a pleasure. You just got a sneak peek into my brain. I hope you enjoyed it.

Anyway...what more can I talk about...the game of course that was so much fun. I mean oh well...I'll prolly never see anyone again from the other team...and to the home team...it is to be expected from me that I'm the loudest! Ha. But yeah. I'm just thinking. I love...You know. I just love everything...I'm just thinking. Ha.

Okay...let's talk about life at Gram's. Life at Gram's is something that is almost okay...but yet...slightly and really boring. I mean honestly who would of thoght that my life could be soo boring. I mean I should of known that life could only get soo boring and what not. But, yeah. I mean it's fun and what not...considering that they get me food I need and I'm in a more relaxed environment. I love it. I mean there are of course down falls to being there...but yeah. I'm out.