Just chillin here at Ashley's nothing is going on. Just getting ready for the dance. You know?? I dunno. You know?? I've been thinking for a while and stuff...you know?? Never thinking a lot though...just enough to keep me crazy. You know?? It is just one of those things.

Well...I must talk to everyone soon...about well everything. You know?? I haven't talk to Stefan in like forever...you know?? But...I would say you were dead...but the last time I told you that...you got really angry...so I know that you are just really busy and stuff. I hate you being busy. You know?? Not like that or anything...just hate you not being able to talk to me. I get worried and stuff. I know I souldn't but I do. And I know...just yeah. I'm just worried. I love you. And you know this.

It's not a date...but I'm going with my boyfriend.

Oh...I have a crush...it is one of those things that will never work out...but we are feeling each other...I just thought you ought to know. You know?? Nothing will EVER happen...just you know. I'm really sorry Stefan...it was v-day and I thought that I should express my true feelings for everything...because well...yeah...you should know everything and anything that happens in my life..and since I have a crush on someone...then you should know...and since all of that has been said...I don't think I'll say anything else. Please be on in the morning...Ashley or me will be on. Okay??

I love you
holliejo

You know?? I didn't know sooo many people worried about me...well because it is superbly nice that they do..I dunno. It is nice knowing that I have most of this all figured out...well because it just is because well you know...it just it. I just am...I dunno what I'm talking about because I really don't have much to talk about...just nothing. Okay...well I'm out...to do nothing...well type up my assignment for Ad. Bio. you know??

holliejo

Sorry...Just was thinking about some stuff...well because you know...I got to see my little sisters. I dunno though...I guess I shouldn't say anything about it...well you know. I dunno though. I really don't I'm just having a really hard time thinking about everything...and that is pretty bad. I dunno. I really don't. There are some things that just can't be said around anyone and then there are things that no one should know at all...and that is how I feel. There is like something in me that tells me just to...well think. Just think about everything that has happened in the last week and just think. I dunno...it is like...well...I dunno just thinking...got asked a question and then couldn't think again. Oh well. You know?? I dunno?? I think I shall find a new layout...maybe slightly..but you never know. Okay...Peace and lvoe

later taters

holliejo

Thought of the Day:
"Find a happy place...then stay there and hide."

Okay..I'm really sorry...but how many people on the internet just post up what our School address is?? You know?? Like some crazy person could come across it and kill us all...I mean...okay...so I already know the adress..but you know...I dunno.

Just blogging...that is all. I dunno if I'm going to come to the game tonight as I really don't know. I kinda want to go to Ashely's, but "Danger Zone" calls. You know?? I just love that song...and why wouldn't you...it is the best song in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D:D!!! Yes...anyway...I would like to publically annouce my love for Stefan. Yes...Stefan...just because well...he is one of the nicest boys in the world. You know?? Like how many guys would be like: If you are going to be with someone else...and I still love you an all...but I just want you to be happy...so go for it. Then what am I supposed to do?? You know?? Like something like that is sooo meant to be. I dunno...I'm just so happy about it. I mean...I can't believe it. I dunno how many guys would do that...but just thinking about that...I just can't believe it. I'm single and all and all of that...well besides Stefan..and I dunno about that...seeing we can never figure out where in the world we are stationed on the love line thing. I dunno...we are always between being together, best friends, friends with benefits...and all of that. Right now...we are best friends....when he comes back...there will be some benefits...I should hope considering nothing wil happen between that one guy and myself...I don't think. But, yeah...benefits...there shyould be some...because the last time I talked to him [3 weeks ago] [talked: Define: MSN Messenger, does not include Emails through hotmail] we were going to have some thingy going on. I dunno what thingy is...well I do...and you have to say ifyouknowwhatImean after you say thingy...and you have to have that voice thing down...like: I want something ifyouknowwhatimean *cute voice* yeah...anyway...yeah...I'm just thinking...cuz that is what I always do. I dunno...I'm getting really sick of my Study Hall...which includes BOTH of my brothers...I hate it...cuz I'm sitting here trying to blog and everyone else is playing games...which isn't allowed [kinda like my email checking]...but yeah...then they get the teachers over here and I have to get off because I'm not doing anything that has to do with school..but if you ask me...working on my blog is doing something for school...it keeps me sane. You know?? Like if I didn't have this blog then I would be far past gone. TONGUE YOUR MEDS YOU CRAZY LADY I dunno...that just came out of no where...actually no..it didn't but I just said it did..because well it made sense to me and someone else...but that is it. I can smell pot. I really can. Not like potting soil..but pot. You better know what I mean. You really better. There is no sense in posting about my driver's test...considering I might have already posted about it. And the fact that almost everyone knows already. You know...I really like my blog and everything that has to do with it. You know..because no one reads it and that is good considering that I'm going to start showing my true feelings...which means I might just talk smack about you. Yeah...you know who you are...and it isn't you Stefan, Courtney, or Ashley. I just figured I'd better point that out. I'm going to do nothing now...okay?? Okay

Later Taters

holliejo

Hollie's thought of the day:
"I dunno...just thinking. Oh...I think I look hot."

Horoscope...powered by Yahoo!:
This is a good day to spend some time alone, dear Leo. You may have projects you want to finish, and you have the energy to get a lot done. You may feel restless, but socializing might not be a good idea, as tempers may be short and frustrations high among those in your social circle, and quarrels may break out. Get out on your own and treat yourself, then work on whatever you want. This way you'll enjoy your day.

I dunno what that jis...but oh well...I dunno:

Teenscope:
You're always learning new stuff in school, but it's what you learn outside of class today that gets you thinking. Don't be too proud to change your opinions, because this new knowledge might be worth hanging onto.

Click on Hollie to the left...you will find the one thing that describes me most often. DO IT

yeah...my little cousin had a HUGE straw...and it was soo funny...we all started to laugh in the car...and the fact that she was on the floor of the car...and what not. I truly believe though that it was one of those: You had to be there moments. YOu know?? I dunno. I just love it. I'm superbly happy...we are going to the dance...this is Ashley and I seeing that I'm to chicken to ask someone...you know? Like all of that. strong>And I know that we'll have soooo much fun!!!!!!!!< But, yeah...I haven't heard from you...I hope you understood what I said...you know...cuz I can be superbly confusing...well going for now...showing my Gram the wonders of the internet.