Just chillin here at Ashley's nothing is going on. Just getting ready for the dance. You know?? I dunno. You know?? I've been thinking for a while and stuff...you know?? Never thinking a lot though...just enough to keep me crazy. You know?? It is just one of those things.

Well...I must talk to everyone soon...about well everything. You know?? I haven't talk to Stefan in like forever...you know?? But...I would say you were dead...but the last time I told you that...you got really angry...so I know that you are just really busy and stuff. I hate you being busy. You know?? Not like that or anything...just hate you not being able to talk to me. I get worried and stuff. I know I souldn't but I do. And I know...just yeah. I'm just worried. I love you. And you know this.

It's not a date...but I'm going with my boyfriend.

Oh...I have a crush...it is one of those things that will never work out...but we are feeling each other...I just thought you ought to know. You know?? Nothing will EVER happen...just you know. I'm really sorry Stefan...it was v-day and I thought that I should express my true feelings for everything...because well...yeah...you should know everything and anything that happens in my life..and since I have a crush on someone...then you should know...and since all of that has been said...I don't think I'll say anything else. Please be on in the morning...Ashley or me will be on. Okay??

I love you
holliejo