Everything is bad...I'll post more later [Monday] But yeah...everything about yesterday sucked...and then afterschool it got worse...Stefan thinks something will happen...and I don't want it...I don't need it...I really don't...I can't have him pulling me down!

Not now...I don't have anything to post about...but I will later...I promise...later will be Monday!

I feel like crap...this is all I wrote...no not really...but yeah...I've got crap to do so I can get all ready to go on my trip [find places to eat and what not!] so I'm really out this time! Nothing to do anyway.

Oh! you must hear the following songs:
1) D12: My Band
2) OutKast: Roses

Get with it because

Had old layout on...but then thought: I really like my rainbow one and everything about it. I mean come on...RAINBOWS AND BLACK...nothing better than that...but ok: so here's the dilly-o: I think [not positive] she's about as confused as I am, he sees something in her, and I'm just a really good friend...so all that is fine and whatever...as long as he never ever finds about all the talking I did about him...cuz he was just going on his merry way...so whatever...but yeah...okay so new and improved ways: GEOMETRY!! ROCK ON! I might just have something here folks...I actually want to do my homework...I actually don't mind doing Geo. right now...I mean I dunno how long this is going to last...but I hope it goes on for a least another month...because well you know?? If you can do it and you get a good feel for it you should be fine?? and that is what I'm feeling right now. I have have 20 bucks for grocries and I'm really craving just beef...anything with beef in it would be just so tasty right now...I dunno why...I just think it would...I think I 'll get some beefy stuff at Wal-Mart tonight...also crap I have to get some fruit...I'm thinking bananas but I dunno...grapefruit sound so good right now...also I've really been thinking about deleting my blog...I mean I love it soo much...crap I've really got to get going on State and federal aid...cuz I really need it. I'm the only dope typing away on her computer and my nails hit a key once and awhile so it is kinda strange...oh well...on to something new:
The german boy is someone who I would wish would just leave...the whole states alone...I mean come on...who in the world is going to have enough money to come every year...most of us are leaving you anyway...you just can't come back and expect us to come to you...HELL NO! But yeah...the thing I don't want to do is the one thing I'll end up doing...I'm prolly going to end up to come back to visit...I mean it is so strange how everything just gets all messed up in the blink of an eye...I mean just think about me...I've changed so much in the last 9 months than I've changed all my life together...I've found true friends...that acutally mean what they say...I've found out people aren't what they really what there are...I've found me: I found the way I act today and the way I act tomorrow are me...and that is just how I like it! :D

I seem to be doing that a lot and even though I say I'm not I really am...but yeah...Just thinking...she's like the man lady of our school...but yeah...he's always talking about her ALWAYS like as much as I talk about him...he's talking about her...but in smaller doses...because you know...he only talks about half as much as me...but anyway...so I'm sitting here...knowing that WHAT IN THE HELL DOES HE SEE IN HER??? THE ONLY THING SHE CAN DO IS THROW ARE FREAKING THINGY FOR A LONG TIME!!! Then...what else...oh and she has like major feet...like bigger feet then him! What kind of crap is that?? I mean come on...I have baby feet compared to her...ANGRY!!! I dunno...I mean I'm glad I'm he's going and he's going to play cards and stuff...but other than that...oh...and my friend Heather she said what we are like in art and she's like: what is giong on?? I could totally see you guys together! BLING BLING! Sorry...got distrated...shiny object...man I'm so saddened by this day...I mean the whole PMS thing has me going...and then this...but yeah...it all really sucks...oh well...switching templates.

I seem to be doing that a lot and even though I say I'm not I really am...but yeah...Just thinking...she's like the man lady of our school...but yeah...he's always talking about her ALWAYS like as much as I talk about him...he's talking about her...but in smaller doses...because you know...he only talks about half as much as me...but anyway...so I'm sitting here...knowing that WHAT IN THE HELL DOES HE SEE IN HER??? THE ONLY THING SHE CAN DO IS THROW ARE FREAKING THINGY FOR A LONG TIME!!!

Yeah...we were talking away about Prom and what not last hour...and he has a date...can you believe it?? CRY CRY CRY! HMMM....I really am sad.

Junk...hmm...okay let's figure this out: he's always talking about her...he asked her to prom....putting two and two together I'm just a really good friend.

Hmm....so let's talk about this...rather than seeing him with her...I'm going to the place and I'm going to have so much fun...so yeah...but I think I have to find something to do...if it is reading the crap for Mass Media...