Okay...so I have told the Wow that I like him...okay screw this...I haven't told Nic that I like him yet, but it is ever so obivous that I do...and I think he really likes me, too. Today I asked some other people how to tell him...and they are like: write him a note, have a friend put in a good word, get a group of friends together and do something [aka pizza and a movie] which all SOUND GREAT, but I dunno what either of us would do in a sitution like that...I mean I think that we could have tons of fun together and what not...I mean we have tons of things in common [I think], but seriously I really like him...and I mean I've never really felt this way in a long time...I mean I LIKE him...I mean I would LIKE TO PRUSUE something WITH him. I just dunno how to get it off my chest...because ever time I'm around him...he just gives off this: I like you and you like me. I mean yeah...we "know" that we like each other...but yet...we haven't set a "knowing" of the liking down...which really sucks...because I just want to be happy with him and stuff...you know...like I don't know what to do...anyway The Things Nic and I have in Common [to my knowledge]
1) We both like to read
2) We both like to play video games [when I get the chance]
3) Um...we both "like" to paint
4) We both dislike Mr. Donahoe
5) yeah...that's about it...but that is something...I mean I'll get over the fact that he doesn't like Tater Tot Casserole or that he...umm...yeah that' s all I have to get over...really...but I would just love to be able to say at least SOMETHING to him...I mean I can talk to him...but just to be able to be like: I HAVE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING...REALLY TELL YOU SOMETHING...BUT I DUNNO WHER ETO START...BECAUSE I'M A PARNOID FREAK. That's all...that's really all...which is okay with me...okay...I'm doing to do this search thing for something...to find out crap...but there isn't anything about me...which totally rocks. But yeah...back to this...okay...on WI Circuit Court you could find this...and what not...3-25-04 at 11 a.m. which really blows...but yeah that is the Preliminary Hearing...which...yeah...I dunno what that is...but oh well...can't be good. I guess y'all didn't need to know that...but I'm keeping it for future reference. okay?? good. But...yeah...I think I'll get going...okay...so I'm prolly going to be heading out soon...seeing as it is a half hour walk and what not...but yeah...I dunno...I just think about everything...and I've been thinking about everything and deleting my blog because of everything because I just don't see the purpose of having my blog anymore because...but yeah...I just dunno...I mean...come on.

I just want you all to know that I can SMELL AGAIN which means two things
1) If you are my friend...you will be hearing about how good Nic smells
2) I will not be able to stay away from him...because he smells so good

OH OH OH OH...Guess what?? GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT??? Today I was reading this magazine [Parents] and I asked him if he LIKED kids...and he was all: YEAH...CAN YOU BLOODY BELIEVE IT?? AND THEN AND THEN...I went over to his computer for him to read something of mine and I was LEANING on him...and then rubbing his head...and what not...and he DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING...JUST READ...AND THEN SMILED. Okay...and if you know the story you must say: THAT IS A HUGE LEAP IN THE LIKE-AGE SCALE :D :D :D So...yeah...tomorrow I'm going to do something...I know I'll take some liquid courage...no not beer...but KOOL-AID...yes...KOOL-AID that should help in the whole thing...I dunno though...Nic is prutty shy about this...he might be all pissed or something...that could be bad...I doubt it, though...cuz if he really likes me then he'll be happy that I told him...right?? Right?? I thought so..I mean he's super and what not...and I just...yeah...I haven't posted something like this in the LONGEST time...okay...well...yeah...so I'M GOING TO TELL HIM...TOMORROW...BECAUSE I REALLY WOULD LIKE A GROUP DATE THING WHICH WOULD INCLUDE [MAYBE] THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE:
1) me
2) nic
3) courtney
4) maybe...Tom
5) Amanda
6) Zach B.
7) Sabrina
8) Peter
9) yeah...anyone else that would like to come

So...yeah I'm out...starting to plan something Nic will be to shy to attend