Thinking about posting some stuff up...but don't know if it'll work right...oh well...it could be worth a try:

My heart is at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know
That I've been damaged
I'm falling in love
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know
That I've been damaged
--TLC "Damaged"

I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusions never change
into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

From awhile ago:
Holliejo: At least I have something in common with Stefan.
Ashley's mum: What?? Harry Potter?
[Ashley laughing in the background]
Holliejo: It's a start

Okay...so when I say Harry Potter #3, I'm getting really horrible, because I sound like I'm jumpping on the Bandwagon marked: "Fake Harry Potter Fans Here" which is totally what 1/2 of the Harry Potter fans are.

I dunno anyway...I just want you all to know this:
I have no idea what I'm about to talk about just know that it could affect anyone and everyone. Okay not really...just read it. Okay...last night I got into a fight with some person and he was yelling and screaming and stuff...and then my bus driver brings me into it...which was horrible...because I didn't want to be brought into it. It was bad. And then it was horrible...but Evan was like why are you like that, why can't you be quiet...and I was like: Because I'm not quiet and I'm not going to be what you want me to be.

Yes...I said that...all of you should be proud. Oh...then they have some board or whatever....and I'm getting kicked off of it...whatever. It was fun. And she is totally different towards me, and I could almost careless. Sorry if you read this...just thought...well yeah. Then Ashley isn't here today. =( Oh well?? I wonder what she is doing??? I dunno...then Stefan....let's talk about Stefan shall we?? We shall? Well, Stefan...if you read this you're going to get mad. But, don't worry I still love you and stuff [everything....ifyouknowwhatimean]. Yeah...I've got a crush on like two guys...but don't worry Stefan...nothing will happen I can promise you this. Okay?? Cuz I'm too scared to prusue anything. You should know this. But, for really. Like it'll be okay. Okay? I promise.

I know nothing...but I know something. I dunno...someone is keeping secrets from me!!!??? What is this?? asks Holliejo??? What is it?? I want to know?? I do I do. Are you trying to keep something from Hollie?? I dunno??? I wish I did though. I dunno. I just don't know. I wish I did. I would say something about it, but I'm too scared that someone will get mad at someone else and then I'll get in trouble with the first someone and then the second someone will laugh. Boy...if you understand that...which I'm scared most people do...then you know me well. I dunno. I just love you all.