What You Can't See

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Why Do I Say The Things I Do?

It's so strange how I see things, and then how you see things. It's amazing that I do take advantage of you, when I know that I shouldn't. I love you to death, and you know that, even if you don't wanna think about it. I know it seems bad when I'm so mean to you and I treat you like shit, and you do all those things you said...you...do all of this:
  1. take care of me
  2. treat me like a human...
  3. let me eat your food, when you have little
  4. counsel me
  5. lemme sleep on your bed!
  6. lemme lay in your bed, with your pillows on my FEET! (which is totally wrong for you)
  7. lemme play video games whenever my little heart desires
  8. listen to me...even if you have your own problems that you have to deal with
  9. lemme use your phone to call myself and have missed calls
  10. you do all these things, and prolly some that are more important...

All of these things add up, because you've been doing them for the last couple of months...can you beleive that...it's almost like I'm permentanly attached to you, because you can't get rid of me even if you want to...but yeah...it's fine that you think all of these things...I guess I do walk all over you and I feel really bad that I do, because I don't want to, I want you to understand that I appericate everything that you do for me, even if it seems that I don't...trust me...I dunno what to tell you or anything about anything, because you seem just I dunno...sometimes you seem like you know exactly what I want you to think, and then other days it's the complete opposite, I don't know what to say about any of it. I really don't. I just want you to know that I love you taking care of me, and I hope it continues and I'll be more appericative...I promise...I can't believe you look at me like that...I really wish you wouldn't it, it'd be for the best...


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