I have this huge crush on one my really good guy friends. Thing is...I left...I went to college and he was a junior, so obivously he kinda got left. I wanted to contact him over the summer and do something, because we had talked about. He was a geek, so we were gonna play Risk, watch the LOTR triology, and make him watch Harry Potter. The only thing is that we both didn't have balls. I know that he was my best friend, but now I lost him. Out of everyone that I was really close to and don't really talk to him anymore, I miss him the most, speciall when I see him...he's awesome. Cute, Funny, SUPER! Smart, the perfect guy. He would be the best boyfriend in the world and I don't get to be with him. I don't talk to you very often and I miss him like the most I've ever missed a guy. I've liked him for about a year now, and I don't know how to get over it. It's like I am, but then when I see him again, it's like...wow. I don't want to be able to let go. I hate losing people, maybe that's the problem I have..but he's amazing...gosh I like him soo much. I just wish that I knew what to do...I mean I do, because well, I know that I can't have him, but he's amazing. I miss him.