I knew I was getting into something when I answered the phone to a drunken boy. What to do what to do? Luckily this druken boy didn't want anything to do with me, well I'm pretty sure he did, but I just like to pretend that everything's fine for right now...anyways, so I answered the phone and we got to talking, and we weren't saying much, and then his friend grabbed the phone away from him and started to talk to me. I'm glad to say that they both had there choice words in the matter and what not, and it got me to thinking. Either he wants me for a piece of ass, or maybe just maybe, he misses me and wants to have another go. See, this is the thing. The way it sounded is that he does miss me and want another chance, but then with boys you just never know. And then another thing is that his friend said some things about me that pissed me off and what not, and that wasn't very cool, I was a little more than angered about that. So, then on top of everything I get to thinking maybe this wouldn't be such a bad idea, you know? Like actaully try things out again, I mean he's not gonna see me like all the time and he's not doing anything that is going to majorly change his life if he gets back with me. So, things might actually work out this time, but now the question is...can I get to this house that they are all talking about? Because you know this is a party and what not...and I guess I'm supposed to be there and I'm supposed to bring some friends and what not. But, out of all my friends who likes the geeky/band guys? NO ONE! Because all my friends are losers! j/k. But, I dunno...it's kinda of hard and what not...not having a means of transportation and all, that kinda sucks. But, yeah maybe I'll walk. I know I'm risking getting lost and all of that, but at least this time I'd be smart enough to wear sneakers! :) hahaha. But, yeah everything seems to be going really good with everything, but you see I don't know about that one person. I'm just really nervous that we're not gonna get along, I'm really really trying really I am, this is no joke like you would think it would be, it's more of something that is really trying to be resolved, you know I didn't miss her or anything, but I mean now that I see her I don't think that she really missed me either, which is fine and all, but I don't know...it's really kind of hard with all of this...hmm...okay so here's the other deal...I want to get along with her! Woopee! Anyways, I don't know what to do, I think that I'll try things with him and what not and I'm sure that it'll all work out it always does for me sometimes, I hope it works out this time, I have no money for booze, so he'll just have to not have my drunk, which I don't know if that would be any fun or not...hmm...this sucks dick.