Everything has changed and everything will continue to change. The people that I once trusted are now people that I don't consider trustworthy. It's kind of strange how everything falls apart right in front of your face, and it's really disappointing when one of your friendships. So, everything is good now, because of two things, the fact that test was a negative and what not. That was a major accomplishment. I'm not quite sure how you accomplish not being pregnant, 'specially when you are having the sex, but I did it. I'm horrible. Deep down inside, I wish I was, because I want something to care for and take care of always and forever, but I'm not. It sucks. But anyways, I have to go look at getting a computer, because this blog is kind of boring me.