Everything is gonna be alright, in so many ways...but first...here's a little something something for your enjoyment....
I'm a genius. Well maybe not genius, but at least Rocket Scientist status. And I think that SS is the most adorable thing ever created. Not it that "I want to lay you down on the nearest flat surface and do ungodly things to your body," but in a "I want to cuddle with you and stay up all night watching Napolen Dynomite with you." seriously.

right. here's to--
--disney monopoly. and ashley buying random properties and then realizing half way through the game that she can't build any castles.
--teaching Hollie how to flick a cigarette
--making peanut butter and jelly sandwhiches on my bedroom floor while discussing the different kinds of milks and wheat bread vs. white bread.
--making SS take a "important, and very helpful" survey, which consisted of questions such as, but not limited too, "do you like watching cows in the middle of november," and "would you prefer to be the purple or red telletubby?"
--lingo.

quote of the night: "I bought you a delicious bass."

good times my friend, good times.

Anways...everything is gonna be alright because:

1. I still have a job, I got a shift change thing in my junk email thing on Jan 8th...this means that everything is gonna be alright, b/c that's for the berst...hahaha, how awesome is that? I mean that. I still have a job, I'm going to get my grades up and I mean...everything is gonna be okay...
2. He still looks amazing. Yes, amazingly hott. Yes yes yes. You know this too. I mean that. If you ever saw him like I did...you'd drool too. He is amazing. I think I miss him and still care way to much. But, *shrugs* whaddaya gonna do? I ean that...there's not really anything you can do.
   
3. I heard the PEP BAND!! baby. Yeah THAT'S RIGHT!! all y'all are all jealous of the mad facts that holliejo heard her band WITH HER BOYS! (Patrick, Stefan (even though he doesnt like admitting that I'm one of his peeps), *sighs...* Nic *big smile!*, and umm...NICK! yes yes yes...I have stopped calling him penis)) but that is for really for truly I have seen them all! It rocked!
   
4. Danger Zone. 'nough said.
5. He emailed me...and he said that he missed me. It's kinda nice seeing as I looked like a semi ran me over and I was on my cell phone the whole time chatting it up with my friends. *Shrugs...* Oh well. It's all good I suppose. I hope I get to see him again.
   
6. I realized that everything is gonna be alright...even if in the end I don't get to be with any of 'em. I dunno how to word this, but I guess it doesn't hurt as much as I thought it would. I mean that. I dunno...I still really miss all of 'em but whaddaya gonna do? There ain't much that can be done...
7. I realized that I dunno if we are gonna make it through all of this. I mean that. This isn't part of the "everything is gonna be alright scheme" this is a part of "Oh junk...what if??" I mwean that...She is like my bestest friend and I can't have it all fall apart. I mean that. I haven't gotten this far without her, and I don't think I can get all the way without her, she is my best friend and that's all that counts. I dunno...it's just really really hard.

I'll post more when I get back to school :) If I'm not working too much!