Mmk...one word to describe this weekend and all the other times we're together: drama. No...make that Drama. Yes, it's so bad that there's a capital D and a period at the end of that word. Because guess what these are the people that I'm with all the time...I don't really feel like describing them...but just know that it's crazy.
Anyway. So I create drama.
Thrusday: Girl says that people like me and a friend are different. Well. I'm not gonna have that. Because guess what? We're not different and I don't really care if I go back to my fucking childhood to tell you about why I'm not different. Just because I am more prone to different things than you doesn't give me the right to be called different. You said what you said yourself. I just led you into it. It's not my fault. Anyways...so other people get pissed because guess what: Little ol' fucked up Hollie brings up something that doesn't need to be talked about because I've had a perfect life and I don't wanna hear about your fucked up-ness, because I hear about enough. Well guess what? You don't know me, you haven't understood why I've got like this, yet! and we've been here 2 months you'd think that you'd know all of this shit and understand me, but no, you don't want to take time out to learn something about others because you're to self centered to think about anything but yourself. So, that's what happened in a nut shell...but others were thinking the same thing about me getting soo caught up in the past...only they don't act like the first person does, no they share it in a group and laugh at me because they are nothing like me...I don't know if this is what they really do, but lemme tell you they are gonna say something to someone else and they are gonna have a natl. rip on Hollie Jo day, because they always do, I know they do, and it's fine with me, because I do the same, but in a better way than you can.
Friday: So, I snapped again. At a different girl. That felt good because I know that I shouldn't have, but I did. Because everyone expects me to have great goody giddy days. And that isn't the case sadly. Of course it's not the case. I dont' know why hollie would be soo perfect to have a good day everyday. Because guess what: holliejo isn't perfect...why do you do think that? Hollie has bad days too...really bad days! You haven't learned that yet. I'm either up or I'm down and in either case it's extreme. Do you get that? That's me on a normal basis. It's quite nice being like that because well no one knows whether I'm up or down...well okay so you do. But, anyway...so they talk shit about me, which is fine with me, but when it's someone that I didn't think did...well then it's different because out of everyone I didn't think that you were like that. Seriously. Why did you do that, I seriously thought you were someone that was something more than that. And then someone pointed it out to me: You're something like the leader...you're the most fake of them all. You're the one just like everyone else that creates lots of drama for themselves and what not so people pay attention to them, because I do the same thing..it's okay though...I don't mind. Anyways...but then I totally apologize and everything is okay...everything. Like nothing ever happened...but this is before I found out that you are fake and what not...so I'm good too. Other than that, everything was okay.
Saturday: Everything is okay...I'm a little shady with everyone, because that's the way I normally am...if you haven't noticed. Get home and a friend tells me something about what happened...on Friday about everyone talking shit about me...that's always nice...so now I go back and call someone out and what not...and they totally lie to me about what they said, but I believe her because I can totally understand where you're coming from, but when you're AOL profile is toatally pointed at me and "I'm seriously starting to piss you off :-D" I think that I really don't care because you are fake. You need to call me out and talk to me, because there is no point in repairing our friendship, because you are more fake than I thought that you ever were and I find it amazingly funny that you out of all people are like it, it's all good I guess. I mean I'm not really all that worried about anything...if you really want to be my friend go for it and what not, just don't talk shit and don't be soo fake and maybe I won't have to deal with it, but when I'm having a bad day, don't joke around me with me and don't do things to piss me off because then what? You just don't want to mess with me because it's not worth it, nothing is worth any of this drama. I'm seriously not interested in this drama anymore, because you remind me of my old best friend and we don't talk anymore it's quite funny how I'm guessing you'll end up just like her.