How much do you miss me? I mean it's it enough to make you come see me when times are really bad? Probably not, because I get really down a lot. I miss you enough to have the balls to call you and pay 5 bucks a minute b/c I haven't talked to you in forever. I miss you enough to send you pictures and write you letters if I knew for sure they would get to you. Maybe I should UPS it to you or something. I miss you enough that if I did have the money just laying around I would come see you over the holiday and spend time with you. And I if I did have enough money and what not and enough education I would miss you enough never to come back again once I left, because I miss you and love you that much. And just to get away from here, just to be somewhere where I can do it differently and not have to worry and I can wipe the slate clean and be something completely different, but I know that isn't what I would do, because I said I was gonna do that this year, and that totally didn't happen. So, here's the thing. I miss you...'nough said.
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