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Monday, September 20, 2004

Mmk...Here's The 713 On This

I really hope that I wasn’t snoring. I mean I was sleeping lightly and I’m sure that someone or something would have waked me up. When you use your world geo. book for a “blanket” you’ve got something wrong with you. I don’t really learn anything in geo. so after lunch I’m going home to take a really long nap okay so like an hour nap. Basically if you haven’t figured it out: I’m sick. I think I got something from Allison. So I’m really freaking angry about that. I mean she should have slept more and drank more juice instead of doing things with the girls. She was up later than I was sometimes. How in the world can you function like that? I went and got myself a juice this morning (Cranberry Grape Minute Maid). I did I did. It cost me a 1.25 and it was good, but from Concentrate. I wanted to sleep for the longest time and Europe is so boring (no not really) that I just fell asleep. You now how pissed off I am about not being able to sleep somewhere. I don’t wanna go to my one class. I can still taste stuff…I go by that…if I can taste I’m good, but if I can’t then I’m screwed. I just thought of something, this better copy and paste into blogger or I’ll have to do it on myspace and hi5. Oh, the hi5 is totally rocking down here…everyone loves to hi5…everyone! It’s great! *hi5* you know you wanna…hmm…lemme think *does this bold things* it does in world. So yeah…I have no idea what I’m talking about, but I know I have class in like a half hour. I don’t really want to go, but I have to.
I have a question if a guy likes you would he put his head on your shoulder? I would assume so, correct? But, if he wanted to get some would he do the same thing? Like 4 times within the two hours you two talked? Hmm…this is the question. Or does he just wanna make it look that way? Hmm…I don’t really know him so it’s a possibility for the both of them. But, I’m hoping for the first because Courtney said that she was suddenly interesting in this “guy” and I’m like: yeah…he’s pretty cool and I like him. I mean I don’t like him like oh man I want him I need him. I like him…well I kinda have this semi crush on him and it’s really great, because he’s so cute, just ever so cute. You know how it is. When guys are soo cute. You can’t really resist them because they are so cute. I mean I can’t. I don’t know about all of you, but I can’t. My roommate said that I need to hook up with him (not like that, but a serious hook up) and then she still has to meet him. He’s like this mysterious cutie…holy balls I just spelled mysterious right. I’m really proud of myself. Anyway… I have nothing else to say, but I mean this is a lot to say in a little space of time for I’ve only been typing for like 9 minutes. Ugh…I’m starting to feel sick again…I hope I don’t have the flu or something. I don’t know what I have or what I don’ have…I could go to the school nurse but I’m not that bad. So I’m not that worrieda bout it, but what can you do? I don’t know…I mean there’s nothing really that I can do about it, but just try to get better within the end of the week. There could be a really big surprise coming up. =) I hope that you watch and wait, because it’ll totally rock if it happens. You know this too. Because that would mean a day with you and you would totally freak out and be hella happy about everything and then you would be too…and hell I might just go to visit someone else. This isn’t going to be a surprise, because I can never ever keep my mouth shut so that can’t be good. I wonder how many words this is. I’m typing in Microsoft Word. I know that I should be studying (717 words) but I’m not. And then I’m actually going to go home and sleep from like 1230-2ish?? I think. Because I just don’t really feel well. Only I’m not sleeping in my loft…maybe I will…but I doubt it. I mean I have to risk my life once a day anyway getting up into that loft. I hope it rains tonight or tomorrow night, I made a really big mess with my ice cream last night. Aww well…I feel soo stupid with what I did last night. I was pissed off at my freaking ice cream. It is like the best ice cream in the world and it got to the foamy melty stage. Oh I was pissed off. You can’t really stick it back in the freezer because it won’t harden properly and you can’t eat it because it’s foamy and melted. So, I the dumbass that I am tipped it upside down and wait (on purpose) for it to drop out. Because I was that freaking pissed off. So now there is ice cream splatter on the cement and it looks really bad. Only I don’t really feel that bad, but then I do. I don’t want to come and sit on the bench anymore. I don’t know. And then Daunte oh he pisses me off royally. Oh I hate him. They are always giving me shit about Kai. Oh freaking well what happened between Kai and me. It’s fine. It’s really super de duper. No one has to freak out because of what happened. No one. Why does everyone have to make such a big deal out of it thought that is the question. I mean I did nothing wrong in the first place. And then everyone thinks that I gave him head or that I boned him. No, none of that happened. On a scale from one to ten.1-Holding hands
2-Cuddling
3-Kiss
4-Making Out
5-Making out feeling above clothes
6-Making out feeling under clothes
7-below the belt
8-really below the belt
9-wow below the belt
10-I’m gonna sex you up. ßinside joke.
Okay…so this scale is really bad, and I know where to get a scale. So I might have to do that. Anyway…so on this scale I was a 6. Oh well…it’s fine. Nothing below the belt or I would have told you. The kissing was great and I’m such a tease (hence the reason for the six) so all of you just need to calm down, because I’m either stopping this crap or just not telling anyone, because it’s not worth my time. And if I do continue to do this it’s only going to be with one person, because that means that I’m not really a slut, but I’m still doing something wrong. Because being naughty is fun, but being a whore is very sluttish and sluttish isn’t really all that fun if you think about it. Because it turns out that things travel very fast. For instance: they know what happened on third someone got to second and that person on second told someone on first. So, now 3 out of the four floors in Pickard know a little something something about what happened with me and Kai what they made up and what was really talked about are two completely different things, but the fact that there could be rumors bothers me, but I’m not really worried about it. I hope that Kai isn’t too worried, but then why would he do his little winky thing at me this morning? Hmm…yeah! What now! Booyah bitches.

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