I don't rightly understand the stupid people around here much sometimes, okay so I shouldn't really say that they are stupid or anything, but I should say that they have something. I don't know...I mean I have no idea what the hell I'm talking about or anything like that, but okay...here's the deal-io. That person confused the freaking hell out of me, because they said a whole shit load of things that made no sense at all to me. They also said somethings one day and then the next they knew that it would make me think about everything and I'm sure that some of his views were somewhat true and they were trying to get into my head, which pisses me off. Anyway, then the next day they are all weird about some things and it doesn't make sense at all. I'm not sure what the hell is going on with that or whatever. Then I don't know what else to say about it all. I mean it's not who you think it is. Trust me on this one. I mean it's someone completely different. You don't even know them. Anyway...so I got "in trouble" this weekend, but I don't know...I hope that everything works out. I'm really really tired. I think that I'm going to bed really early tonight. I don't know though...it depends if Courtney decides to call me. I'm really sorry that I couldn't be at home this weekend. I really wanted to be...so that kind of sucks. But, then mmk here's the deal. I call my mom and talked to her for a really really long time. How crazy is that? I mean come on. I think that is just crazy. I couldn't even think about calling her and Gram was like: just call her...so I'm like: mmk I'll call her and see what's going on with her hoping to at least talk to Cody or Tylor. But, Evan picked up the phone which I really didn't have a problem with, but you know...anyway...so she's really proud of me...and I didn't ever think she was...but she's also kind of scared about everything, because of the way she acted, but I mean what can you do. I think that through all of this we'll get close again and everything will be okay after all of this happens, but for right now all I can do is watch and wait and hope for the best with her, because I don't want to fuck anything up. And she even kept me on the insurance. woot woot. I can't bloody believe this shit. That is totally and completely awesome. But, anyway I'm out for now because I have to go eat, do homework, and do some laundry.
holliejo :)