I like boys...alll kinds of boys...they are tons of fun...but more know me as a loud, annoying, dorky gurl that doesn't listen very well. But oh well..they just don't know the real me...haha...right...anyway...so I saw some boys tonight and it makes me realize how much I'm going to miss high school like everything about it. I mean how many people are can say that?? I mean for really. I went into that weightroom and just looked around and thought about everything...realizing that this isn't really mine anymore...just something that is there for my use if I really needed it...and the boys...now the are just supposed to appear as inmuture high school boys...but I don't see em like that...they are pretty cool. I mean I've becoming more ballsy and I love to talk to guys and what not. There are just so much easier to handle than real friends...like it's so much easier and what not...they are just the best....

But yeah...so have you ever wanted to just tell someone how much you miss them and would do anything just to talk to them again like in the flesh...becasue you miss them so much...well that's how I feel...I've lost so many people....and I know that I'm getting them back but still something in me is like: hmm...I dunno...it just stresses me out and what not...wouldn't it stress you out?? I dunno but yeah...

So tonight went swimming haven't swam in forever...it's been lots of fun...but anyway...yeah...I'm not gonna lose her *crosses fingers* becasue she's such an awesome person...I love her...haha...so yeah..that's about it...I dunno...had some fun...