I think it is amazing how many people hide things...I mean think about it...I mean they either choose to hide them from just a certain people or everyone...I mean there's this guy...who is nothing like I ever imagined him to be...I knew he was nice..but never...like he is...I'm talking about Patrick...he doens't realize all the great qualties that he has. I mean he knows he has them...but doesn't share them with anybody...I dunno that's just the feel people get...hide yourself...but me...I just figure...if you know me...oh well...I'm just a gurl and not more than that...okay...so I'm a holliejo...that's something...and I know that.

It always happens this way...I mean why does this have to happen...I mean I try so hard for it just to go away...I don't try to be this way..and I mean I love it...I just wish I knew why I was this way...why I got the chance to be this girl that people find attartive, smart, and everything else that goes with being perfect. No...I'm not anything near perfect. I mean I know I've worked on myself...but I don't think I'm anything special...and that's the truth...yeah sometimes I'm full of myself...but only because I never had had a big head...even...and so everything is okay...I just wish...I knew...why...and how everything ended up soo right...when they started out ever so wrong. That is what comes from life...unexpected things..and that's okay.

I have so many things I'm scared of...I think it's weird...but whatver

latertaters
holliejo

Hollie's Thought:
"I've had soo much fun...being bored stiff"