That's what I've been saying for awhile now...I dunno though...I was thinking for awhile aobut how I want it to be my home just for the next month or so...but the way everything is happening right now...there is this chance that I'll have to call richland center home for a little bit longer...and that sucks...that's the one thing I've never wanted to do in my life...call this hellhole home for more than needed to...I just look around and see nothing about the good...just see the friends that are slowly drifting away...like sand/water slipping through your fingers...as much as you love the feeling...it slowly slips away...and there isn't really anything you can do about it...and it sucks more than you could ever imagine...this is the only time I've maintained thought and talked to someone...that is a first....that has to mean something good...anyway...so I don't want to live here for another year...ever...I can't do it...I don't understand why so many people would like to live here in the first place...I don't get it...

I saw what I would like to think of right now as the hottest guy in the world...his hat was hot...you have no idea....it was so awesome...and he was looking good...really good...I mean super good...he was hot...I think he had someone with him...but still...he can look hot all he wants...he just be ready to get licked...b/c I mean that's all there is to it...he's hot...and nice...and that's what I look for...but I mean he doens't see everything in me and that hurts...I wish it was there