I dunno...I'm so sick of everything that it isn't even worth my time to come to my graduation...well because I've changed...and for some reason I don't think that anyone likes the change that I've had. I've realized that no matter what I'm always hollie and stuff and I've never put on a front...I've always done everything my way...and I haven't really changed from that either...I don't expect people to like me and I know you talk about me...but please don't rain on my parade...I've made it and you need to leave me alone...I've worked long and hard on who I am and now I feel like that is getting taken away from me and it pisses me off...I'm just holliejo and I don't expect anything from anyone unless I'm your friend then I expect Respect and I'll give it back to you...I'm just me and if you don't like it then just leave me alone...it's been to long for me to remember the last time I cried and I hate it...but it's people that are angry because of the way I am that hurt me and it makes me horribly sad to see that people don't see me the way I am...I'm so sock of it...and I hate you for everything you've done to me...you've fucked me up and now there's no making me better. This is me now and won't be me tomorrow.