I would give reasons but I don't feel like typing for the rest of my life. I really do...I don't understand how come they think they are better than everyone else...that is the one thing I really don't understand...oh and another...don't be nice to me unless you are meaning it...and even then don't bother...becuase you have dug a hole with me and I don't feel like getting you out...in fact I would rather help you dig deeper and then bury you alive. That is all on this subject...


Anyway...on to something more and more interesting...I'm holliejo and I get to get away from the class of 2004 in apporx. 16 days...that rocks pretty hard...the only thing...I'm leaving everyone else behind...I don't want to leave most of the juniors...I mean I love you all to death and what not...and I don't feel like leaving any of you...I earned everything and I love who I am right now...I'm holliejo and if you don't like it why should I give a damn?? right right?? that's excatly what I like to think...just because of everything...I'm going to sit there through the ceremony thinking: this is it...in approx. 45 minutes...I'm done with y'all I don't have to see you guys anymore...I don't have to put up with anything that you have put me through...anyway...but I'll miss a lot of you and I hope to see you more and more as life goes on...but I'm ready...I really am...there is nothing I like more than to be able to become what I really have wanted to be in the last 13 years...I've finally made it and as these days grow less and less there is nothing I like more than rub it in y'all faces...yeah oh well...it's done it's over with...but the fact that I've finally done it...I no longer have to put up with it...that's a great thing...I'm going to college this fall...and I don't want to tell anyone about the things that I had to go through...I really don't...I just want people to care about me for the person I am...not because they have to feel sorry for me...that's like a bunch of BS...anyway...but I'm really happpy about everything..t.hat's about it.

Anyway...something more before I leave you all...no I'm done.