I'm prutty freaked out right now...I dunno...I'm just kinda chillin only two days till I'm officially gone out of town for awhile...so that rocks. Umm I dunno...I'm just kinda thinking about everything and what not...maybe one day everything will be okay...umm...today me and Nic talked a lot...it is kinda scary that he likes that one man-lady...because he's so nice about everything..and what not...I just can't believe that we are so close about everything...he knows everything about me and still he likes this one guy and it just bothers me...RAH...but no I sent this email to the German boy and what not and I think that I'm super happy about everything that I wrote about everything...so that rocks. I dunno though...I know that in the end something will happen with him just because of everything...but yeah...I got to do something...I'm just sitting here doing nothing and it sucks.