Had old layout on...but then thought: I really like my rainbow one and everything about it. I mean come on...RAINBOWS AND BLACK...nothing better than that...but ok: so here's the dilly-o: I think [not positive] she's about as confused as I am, he sees something in her, and I'm just a really good friend...so all that is fine and whatever...as long as he never ever finds about all the talking I did about him...cuz he was just going on his merry way...so whatever...but yeah...okay so new and improved ways: GEOMETRY!! ROCK ON! I might just have something here folks...I actually want to do my homework...I actually don't mind doing Geo. right now...I mean I dunno how long this is going to last...but I hope it goes on for a least another month...because well you know?? If you can do it and you get a good feel for it you should be fine?? and that is what I'm feeling right now. I have have 20 bucks for grocries and I'm really craving just beef...anything with beef in it would be just so tasty right now...I dunno why...I just think it would...I think I 'll get some beefy stuff at Wal-Mart tonight...also crap I have to get some fruit...I'm thinking bananas but I dunno...grapefruit sound so good right now...also I've really been thinking about deleting my blog...I mean I love it soo much...crap I've really got to get going on State and federal aid...cuz I really need it. I'm the only dope typing away on her computer and my nails hit a key once and awhile so it is kinda strange...oh well...on to something new:
The german boy is someone who I would wish would just leave...the whole states alone...I mean come on...who in the world is going to have enough money to come every year...most of us are leaving you anyway...you just can't come back and expect us to come to you...HELL NO! But yeah...the thing I don't want to do is the one thing I'll end up doing...I'm prolly going to end up to come back to visit...I mean it is so strange how everything just gets all messed up in the blink of an eye...I mean just think about me...I've changed so much in the last 9 months than I've changed all my life together...I've found true friends...that acutally mean what they say...I've found out people aren't what they really what there are...I've found me: I found the way I act today and the way I act tomorrow are me...and that is just how I like it! :D