I will have soda tomorrow no matter what. Okay...also I will tell him tommorrow. I feel so bad about the painting...that I didn't want to do anymore, because I can't...I just couldn't. You have no idea....I just am losing everything and anything. It is horrible. I'm letting my paint dry...so I can get good ol' water colors! HOOAH. But, yeah...sinking down in my chair, because I'm becoming insanley comfy in Courtney's coat...thanks babe. But, yeah...let's talk about something important. Do you ever have this problem: you have to tell someone something, but you can't...because you're right there and you can't get involved...and it is soo horrible...because you see the person...and you are just like: woah....and then you start to think...oh...how am I going to get out of this without gettting ANYONE hurt?? It is soo horrible. God...he is so freaking cute. Sorry...thinking about that one boy...that one boy with the cute gait...that one boy that smells good...that one boy who is really nice to me...that one boy that is insanely cute in the best of ways...that one boy...just that...that's all he is...right now...that one boy...but yeah...so yeah...anyway...so I'm just thinking....about how nice it would be to be GROWN up...and have a kid. Oh...Quinn was so cute. I dunno...I just want one sooo bad. Oh...it is time to vent baby. Okay?? This guy...let's call him freak-o of the internet...yeah...well freak-o was all pissed off because I like Stefan...get the #@%! over it...I mean...okay....first off...oh my god...you know my comp IP and where I live! Okay?? Oh freaking well...I think you are the biggest geek ever...and I'm just being nice to you...cuz I don't want you to freak out...hey freak-o don't freak out now...okay...don't freak out. But, yeah...I just dunno...how could someone like that just decide to "cling" to me...and tell me stuff like that. Okay?? I have no feelings for you what so ever. But, yeah...it just kinda freaks me out and stuff...cuz you know HE'S A FREAKING FREAK...but besides that...HE COULD PROLLY HACK INTO MY COMPUTER...but besides that...WELL HE'S FREAKY AND HE "LIKES" ME...but besides that...I suppose it is all good?? Yeah..okay...but the whole dilly-o with Stefan...yeah...at least now we got it all figured out...TO BAD I'M FREAKING ATTACHED TO THE IDIOT!!! God...why does this have to happen to the best of us??? I tell you...but yeah...oh well...I'm sure that one day we'll be fine. I know we will. But, yeah...just had to show some people my blog...[yes...he was one of them...] but yeah...anyway...umm...there were all like: what is that?? and I'm like: my online journal...and I just wanted to say Blog...and they wouldn't of got it..it cracks me up! But yeah...catching up on my blog...I dunno. I'm just thinking...can you believe that I HOLLIEJO am going to fill out a NCAA MEN'S basketball tournament thingy???? Actaully...if you really want to know?? I've done two years...I'm in my second year...each year...learning a bit more on things such as: stats...what a rebound, assist, and or "bucket" is...it is very hard to explain...oh and my favorites: behind the arc [3 pt. line] and "In the paint" [points made in the lane [the free throw lane thingy] okay...well I'm out