Oh...I'm so sorry wow boy. I really am. I didn't mean to. I really didn't. Oh geez. I really didn't. Oh well you seem to be fine! Yeah...I told Sabrina my "plan" now I'm really scared and what not. Oh well. Anyway just thinking about nothing...imagine that. Anyway...yeah...umm...babysitting my little cousins this weekend...so if I come to school Monday crazy...you'll know why. Oh wait let my re-phrase that: If I come to school Monday MORE crazy...you'll know why. Boy doesn't that look better. Okay anyway so I'm hopping that Stefan is on this weekend because the big question is awaiting it's arrivial. 'are our words going to stand strong??', 'What is going to happen?' [But this will be a flop considering the fact that last night Courtney laid it out flat to me: NOTHING!] Okay...yeah...like I'm really scared I mean he says all of this really nice stuff and all but you can say things and not mean it. So, that is why I'm mentally preparing myself. I mean I really am. I'm going to talk to Sabrina, Ashley, and Courtney about everything and be like: Okay...so if when you get back and I have a pound of gummi bears and no gel in the hair will you hug me and tell me everything will be alright...I mean I get my leg bit off by an alligator...but I'm fine." okay I hope that doesn't happen...but if it does I will understand that a crazy lady and a half of a leg isn't going to help the whole freaking forgien person sitution. But, yeah...oh yes...I've got to make sure that this stays in my head till next hour.

Okay...I want to public apologize to Courtney [and Tom] for making fun of her when I know I shouldn't. Okay? I really do. The reason being...it seems that Tom is really cool and what not. And that is awesome because I would prolly be extremely happy with someone like Tom. I mean I talk to him and stuff and he really nice. So, congrats Courtney I hope you and Tom have a better love life than me...which is basically saying: Courtney and Tom you will have a better love life than me...because I poked the guy I want to ask to Prom in the eye with a dirty paint brush, gave him a sore throat 2 days ago from drinking his soda, and got paint on his picture, and call him Ralphie..oh did I mention that is just ONE of the guys and he happnes to be the closer one!!! Yeah...so congrats...god WOWOOWWOOWOOWOWOOWOWOWOWOOWOWOWOWOOWOWOWO[that's supposed to be wow...but I got a little to excited!