OH well...that is the truth. I mean everything is going to be horrible. It really is. I have done anything in the last week and now the truth is coming out: I can't procrastinate. I really can't. No matter how hard I think I can get everything done. I really can't. I dunno. Everything is going to be hard. But, yeah. I dunno. I really don't. I mean it is okay that I'm going to fail my class. I really think I will. Which is ablosutley the most horrible thing. Cuz I really don't need to fail...I will have to go to summer school or something. I really will. And that is bad, because that is the one thing I don't need. What am I going to do?? OH FUCK! That is what I really think. Really it is. I really think that everything is going to be horrible. Oh no. Oh well...maybe something will happen and something will come and everyhthing will be fine. She tries to hard. She really does. I must say this. Okay. That is all I really want to say...just because well...you know. I dunno. But yes...doing nothing...but yeah. I'm not really making any sense..hmm...thinking...umm...oh yes...what Stefan sent me yesterday...day before...I don't member...but it was really nice...and I'm suberply happy about everything that is going on...really because well I haven't been that happy since well yeah...but other than that...ummm...nothing really...umm....thinking...I really can't find anything to blog about well because I don't find anything important to blog about. I really can't. Okay...well...I'm thinking...I really have to think about everything and I have to start planning...fuck shit damn. realy. Okay...well I'm going to read about my abstract I have to do. I really dunno...umm...only one o'clock...but still I'm really not all that excited about next hour...next hour blows...always blows. I mean it blows harder than I do on weekends! Ha...going to try to break into my email. Peace.