I must say last night I decided on something new. The one thing I will never be able to live without is Willow. She means so much to me. If I had the choice of having a kid like her or never reading another book again. I would pick to have a kid like Willow then teaching her how to read and then have her write and write until hse had something published. I don't think I could even start to ponder the possibilites of not having her in my life. Though I don't think I should say that because right now she really isn't in my life...she just has memories of me and it hurts to know that my step-mom hates me and doesn't want me near her kids. Honestly...the one thing that I will never be albe to live without is the one thing that I can't have in the first place. I love that girl to death and I would honestly end mine if she ever left this earth. It goes something like this: When Willow is around me she makes the earth my heaven and she is my little angel.

I love Willow more than anything on this earth. Hell...if I had this choice: Be married to George Clooney and be happy for the rest of your life or having a kid like willow...I would pick Willow. She is the greatest thing ever to happen to me. If ever I was down when I was living with my dad she would be there to pick me up. And then there is Jasmine. She is like a Willow...but with Blonde hair. [Willow looks just like me] Jasmine is my pride and joy. I remember when the girls would come to me over their own mother. I was a proud sister and I would do anything for those girls. If the devil himself came here and said "Hollie you have to die for your sister." I wouldn't even think twice. I would be gone and out faster than a gummi bear in the front of me. Honestly. I love those girls like a fat kid love cake. I will always be there for them no matter what.

Later Taters

holliejo

Hollie's thought of the day:
Then I ask myself, "Is everyone's first love fake and neverlasting?"
--Taken from my prose: Neverlasting Love by Hollie