i just wish that for one moment i could be perfect...for one moment people that say they love me would really love me...people that say they care would care...for one moment...i wish i knew what it would be like to be dead...to see if i would like it...for one moment i wish i knew what it was like to be in love...true love...for one moment....i wish i was happy

i don't know...i just feel this way...you ever get the feeling that no matter how hard you try you are never going to get where you are going? I feel like that everyday of the year...feelingl like a failure in life...no one cares no one does anything