Well...I'm home...Luckily in one piece. I'm surprised nothing happened [we had a few mishaps,but nothing major]! But, I have this one thing on my mind...Okay like 2-3 things...
1) Okay...So I kind played this guy tonight and I kinda feel bad for him, well the people were like you should hook up w/him, and I'm like "no". But, me and this guy have been through this before, and the same thing happened. They wanted to know my excuse, and I all I could think of was "I really want to be single right now." But that wasn't true, because I really do want to be with someone. I just want someone smarter than that. I don't know...and then they were like "Live one day at a time" and "Live like it is your last day on earth." I don't believe that kind of stuff. But, in a way I do. But, then I'm like "I can't because with one day your life could be totally messed up and you would never be able to fix it." So, I try to look at the big picture. Like the fact that I could be a teacher or a pedatrian [spelled wrong so I want to be a children's doctor] but I could end up in college for 4-10 years, and right now that is my biggest cominment [spelled wrong]. But that is just what I really want to think. Was I wrong for think that?
2) I'm trying to solve this rubik's cube, but I don't know if it is working...I'm kinda in the middle of it...okay so like 4 pieces in the right spot. But, in a way I'm going to make this amazing statement: "My life is like the Rubik's cube: a) it come in the package neat and clean b) people look at and mess it up c) they attempt at making it better, by trying to move the pieces back d) they give up for a while e) repeat step c), f) tear the stickers off and glue them back on, making it complete, but never really the same. But, for me...I hope that one day someone will do the impossible and make my rubik's cube into this: g) almost have it complete and they are proud to say 'I attempted the rubik's cube, and tried my hardest to make it what it is today, but I'm sorry to say that it will never be solved, because once the rubik's cube is messed with it will never be the same, the color's will, but the people that worked on it left some kind of mark, it being either greasy fingers, smelly fingers, calm smooth fingers, or just plain old dry brittle fingers." So that is what I think. I don't know what step I'm in, but I hope I'm letter "g", because I want something more than this.
3) Do I have a problem 3? I don't rightly know, maybe I do maybe I don't...but for right now I don't.

So I don't know what else to talk about...I mean I already talked about my rubik's cube. But, yes...that is about it, because I can't seem to sort the rest of my feelings out.

Later Taters

holliejo

Hollie's Thought of the Day:
"I'm thinking about this long and hard, I really dont' know what I want to be when I grow up and go into college, and then I think neither does anyone else...so I think I'll be okay."