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Tuesday, October 14, 2003

Rain on Me...

Today is Tuesday…and not much is going on! My close friend [Suzie] is very happy because her life is going great [unlike mine]! But I’m very happy for her and her new found happiness. On to me…not much is going on…but I do wish I could to talk to someone…he knows who he is and I bet my blog is getting boring to him [for I no longer talk about him]! But I must say the time I got into a fight with him just made me realize how much I missed him in the long run. I was so mean to him, but yes…I think my jealously is sprouting…how come everyone else gets to have something they love and adore…but me…no I get a dying fish and two cats, one with one eye and the other that doesn’t know anything. So here is Hollie the girl that has nothing to look forward to, unless you count going to college! [Which for me is something I look forward to very much so]! I dunno…oh I think just for fun I’m going to start reading my Harry Potter series over…just to do something! I dunno…I need some books to read
[NOTE TO SELF: Get the Pendragon books ! ]

I love brackets they make me happy inside…but on to a different subject…I had a horrible dream last night…it was about my twin brothers getting kidnapped and no one wanted to look for them…it was so real. So, when I woke up I went to check on them to make sure they didn’t get kidnapped. It seemed so real and it was so scary. I dunno what came over me.

Oh…I’m working on my favorites. I have this problem where I think everything is my favorite…and people are like “you can only have one favorite Hollie”…which I think is a bunch of bull…I mean I have like 40 songs that I LUB so much…and I want them all to be my favorite…but people always say “NO!!!!!!!!!!” And I want to yell and scream “YESSSSSS!!!! I LUB THESE SONGS AND I CAN HAVE THEM ALL!” But I’m working on it…I really am.

Hollie’s Favorites: [some not all]
Movie: One Fine Day
Song: Crush by Mandy Moore
Food: I dunno I lub them all
And that is as far as I got…see there are so many things that can become your favorite…and you want all of these things to be your favorite…and when it comes down to it…I’m going to have like forty songs and forty food that are my favorite and I’m going to eat them all night long [see…I really like that song.]

I dunno…what else to put…I’m going to go back on that boring subject of my blog becoming something…I never realized that my blog is something so much like me…I switch from subject to subject so often that I dunno what has come over me…see just now I did it and didn’t even realize it. I dunno…I write a lot. It has just occurred to me that I could become a writer I was doing some art work last night [which I realized that I can do it] that I could enter one of those cheap writing contests. You know “Write a short 800 word story about Jumping. And give it to this address…1285 George Drive Anywhere, World” I dunno…I’m thinking that I’m going to do it and make something for myself…well I have to go do something now of little or no importance

Oh…it has just come to my attention that almost no one reads my blog anymore…which is fine by me…seeing it doesn’t bother me.

Later Taters

Hollie’s thought of the day:
“I dunno…but I hope for the best in the math team contest for my brothers and me”

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