This morning I am/was having a horrible day. First of all my dog is having problems with her ear and something went terribly wrong with it. I’m very worried about it. Okay...I have to talk about something else, cuz this is bringing me down. My friend Suzie asked me yesterday about something on my blog...I tried looking for it, but couldn’t find it. The truth is I’m very sad and want something to happen with my life. Honestly, and then someone else told me that I should be on something like Paxil or something like that…I really don’t know if I would want that, but if I would have to…then I would. Yes…on to a different subject. I don’t know what to talk about. Oh…I have something…I think my friend and I let’s call her Megs. I think Megs and I are growing apart…not on purpose or anything, but it is just happening you know. I mean we used to get along really well, but now it is like something is happening. She is changing a lot and I’m staying the same. She is doing some stuff that I kind of disapprove of, but I really don’t want to say anything because that is her and she can do what she wants. I dunno. But yes…when it comes right down to it: By the time I graduate I doubt we will be friends anymore. I don’t know if it will be me or it will be her. I really don’t.

Something is going to happen to me next hour…I’m going to get my Geometry test back. I feel that I did okay…but I could of done better. I mean really. I know what I’m doing, but I get testing anxiety. Okay…So I was just looking up something for depression and here are some symptoms:
Depressed mood
Persistent feelings of hopelessness, guilt or worthlessness
Fatigue or lack of energy
Slowed behavior (the feeling of "dragging oneself around")
Reduction or loss of pleasure in life
Decreased motivation
Negative or pessimistic thinking
Loss of interest in friends, activities, hobbies or work
Change in eating habits; weight gain or loss
Sleep problems, including waking up early
Frequent crying
Difficulty concentrating, remembering, or making decisions
Irritability
Being anxious or worried a lot
I dunno if I fit anything of these but if I did I sure hope Suzie tells me everything will be okay. Cuz I’m getting so over worked right now and just don’t know what to do. I have to go do some homework right now, but I’ll be fine

Later Taters

Hollie’s thought of the day:
“I feel so alive [so alive] for the very first time.. I know this is a song and I like it…but I can’t remember…oh my Aunt rented “The Matrix Reloaded” for me!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I win I really win!!!!!!!!”