I'm blogging for the unknown. Yes the unknown. I dunno...but I'm coming to the conclusion I've better fix my friendship with someone [if she still reads my blog...she will know who she is]! I've better fix it because I take her blog to heart and stuff. But...I do think of this:
1) I realized that no matter how crazy I am...I'm going to be me deep down inside
2) I realized that no matter how unloved I am...I'm going to be me.
3) I realized that no matter how many guys come and go in my life...I'm going to me
4) I realized that no matter how my friends I lose...I still have me.
5) I realized that no matter what anyone says...I can still do anything.
6) I realized that I don't love you...but I will always care.
7) I realized that what I'm writing is like signing the soul away to someone else.
8) I realized that no matter what I will have someone.
9) I realized that a lot of things change...and you can't change that.
10) People come and go in life...and you have to get used to it.
11) I love a lot of things...but life isn't one of them.
12) I realized that my one true friend...I wasn't beeing true to them.
13) When I finally look them in the eye...I won't having anything to tell them.
14) My life is just a sad number line...full of noneventful things.
15) I realized that no matter what I will learn from my mistakes

The last 15 things I just wrote I believe in..but for some reason I have no ambition to enforce or take charge of. This worries me...cuz I really want to live by everything I have ever done. I really do...I want to do stuff that no one gets mad at or anything...I just want to be free.