Now that Suzie (her little * was to protect the innocent) was helped...I can come to my own problems...and this is it: I want everyone to know that I'm sick and tired of being me...honestly I want to scream and yell at someone and say "I WANT YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE AND I DON'T WANT TO BE FRIENDS ANYMORE CUZ YOU ARE TRYING TO BE SOMEONE YOUR NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!" yes that is what I want to say and that is what I said...my loyals readers do not be scared it will be okay...but yes...I want to say that I'm sorry for being mean all those years to anyone...for I'm starting new today..I'm going to be different..no longer am I going to be loud...but instead I'm going to be quiet and myself..I'm bringing a book to lunch to read..I'm reading books for now on and praying that I will get accepeted to college...cuz I can't deal with it anymore...I counted my friends...and I have 2 (Patches and Romeo) because they can't talk about me to other people and they are always loyal...I'm pissed off now and must talk about something else

Being depressed...it has come to my attention that my blog is depressing..well that is me..I'm quiet and bored with life..I want to run away...yes...the perky, loud, and happy Hollie is just a front! Yes...that is right! I'm a front...now you know and I'm happy to announce that I will never be the same! What am I talking about?? I wasn't normal to begin with?? Yes..I'm very pissed off! So I must go now and do nothing again!

Plus...I gave up with quotes and books...who reads anymore? No one? Why should I give people advice on what books to read...when they don't read??

Oh...and if possible I will be moving my blog to a different site and I will not be giving it out!