Well...you think things are just getting better....you think you did well on that horrible Spanish test...and you get a donut for breakfast...and then you get called to the office for the official questioning. Well, last night John (a over confident person w/nothing better to do in life then yell and make others feel inferior to them) started yelling and a screaming and I was like a yelling and a screaming too. But Bob (the busdriver) didn't get mad at me...so that is okay. But...I got questioned and since John said some mean things about me...I'm going to get him back...and I don't rightly care if he calls me a narc..because I'm Hollie and I'm better than him! Haha!!
But I must say that my Spanish test wasn't that bad! But..In the morning I can't really come up with stuff to say...you know..it is always at night when the day is done and over...I want to say that I must go and do something but I always come up with something more to say..Like right now I'm reading Harry Potter and The Order of the Phoniex (Stefan did you finish it yet) but yes...and the only reason why I'm reading it is because John made me feel inferior so I had to conjure up a comfort zone (Harry Potter) So I could be me again???
But what is me? What is a Hollie? I don't rightly know what a Hollie is..but that is what I'm about to find out...so here it goes: Hollie is:
1)one of the most unquie (remember spelling) people you will ever meet
2)she is one of the smartest people I know! (Being that I'm her)
3) I don't rightly know that much about the life of Hollie, but if I did have one it would be better than this
4) I want to marry George Clooney and live Happily ever after
5) Hollie knows that there is no Happily ever after in this life or the next
6) She wants everyone to know that I'm not that little girl anymore
7) She is trying to grow up and become that 1 in a million person you can't find any where else
8) Hollie doesn't want to be a statistic
9) Hollie wants to be happy
10) Hollie is sick of being something she's not
11) Hollie is quiet
12) Hollie is outgoing
13) Hollie is shy
14) Hollie is Holly with an -ie
15) Hollie is scared of being alone
16) Hollie misses the one person who almost made her Hollie
17) Hollie wants Willow and Jasmine again
18) Hollie doesn't know what Hollie wants..but one thing she does want is Hollie doesn't want to be Hollie anymore and that is what is she really does want
So after graduation and after she is in College Hollie can be Hollie...she can start anew and begin the new life of being the real Hollie the Hollie that doesn't have to be loud to get noticed...but the Hollie that will get noticed because she thinks about everything...and the fact that she is not going to be scared of being Hollie...and Hollie can be Hollie and be proud to be Hollie!
# posted by ojeilloh : 8:53 AM