What You Can't See

Monday, September 22, 2003

Do you ever get that feeling...like you don't matter to anyone anymore?

Well...I get it all the time. Even right now I have that. I know the whole Eleanor Roosevelt quote "No one can you make you feel inferior without your consent." Well then people always seem to get my consent...cuz I always feel like I don't matter. Why though? I don't rightly know. I know I shouldn't and I know that I'm supposed to be positive all the time...but right now I don't...in fact I never do. Plus...why should my blog be all about me...why can't it be about the poor homeless kids in the ghetto?? Why can't it be about everything else instead of my poor helpless life. Let's face it:
1) I have very few friends...and if the phone company asked for 10 friends I could come up with like 8 and that includes the weatherman number
2) My life includes a wonderful life of at least 50 pages of someone eles life a night..and on weekends it might be up to 3 novels
3) I've never had a real dinner and movie date..which is sad
4) I'm seventeen year old girl and my best friend is my cat: Romeo
5) My grammar sucks...and I don't think I'm going to get into college
6) I don't rightly know
7) I'm going vegetatrian in like 7.5 months...only because I need my mother's food to comfort me
8) I could prolly eat more than half the guys in my class...mind you at one meal
9) My mom and I have a horrible mother/daughter relationship
10) I don't think I have any friends
11) I always talk...about everything
12) Even freshman like talking smack about me
13) My favorite phrase is: Bloody Hell
14) I don't rightly know...well that is another one
15) I ran out of ideas..but I wish I went to a ghetto so I could get shot up one day, so I no longer needed to go to Ithaca High School
16) On the bright side: I'm leaving in like 7.5 months..so I don't need to go to the ghetto..so I must get over my lousy life and wait for the wonderful college life to approach..and quickly if I have a say!!!!!!!!!

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