What You Can't See

Monday, September 29, 2003

Clean for 48 Hours and I'm At It Again

-"I just want to blend in quietyly & not be noticed, like a bug on a riverbank."
-"Buffalo can weigh 2000 #s and can sprint at 30 mph, 3 times faster than you"
-Around them there was nothing but silence, as if all the world was holding its breath"
-"She put her hand on the silky warmth of Will's daeman, and as her fingers tightened in the fus,she knew....that neither of the daemans would change now, having felt a lover's hand on them"
-"'Lyra' of course...with a wrenching crack, the knife shattered and the blad fell in pieces to the ground"
-"And Will look from them to Lyra's rucksack and back agrain, and he didn't hear a word they said."


When you look at me what do you see? Do you see a girl looking for something she doesn't have or just the opposite. Do you realize I haven't been with a guy for almost a year? But...I'm trying to be independent and free. Yet....I'm so close, yet so far away. The tears fall every night into the pillow. It doesn't seem fair. Where did I get off? I feel like a little girl who can't whistle to get a taxi in New York (Which....does that really work?)

Did you know I'm addicted to blogging and attention? I crave attention for some reason...I know the why but I'm Scared to say

I say bloody hell and they're like "You're not British Shut the &%$# Up" (you fill in the blanks.)

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